shiva1

sorry
it is hard to be helpful with such a distractin picture
ugh
i think you should try your hardest to forget about him
he sounds scarey
he really does
well angry scarey
sorry
so sorry

I think if you and TheDza restarted the contest...it would be a good distractor for you....from the Ex...

Did you ever see the movie happy accidents?.... you should just put him in the EX-files my dear.

I didn't even know Tori had a new one...can't wait.

Thanks for the picture.

I need to dance. Haven't danced in so long.

so you had fun shaking it huh. nice.
clingy cop+ feeling put out= wuss. run lola run!

and no i aint putting up a picture yet. im tired of people judging me for how i look......

I don't think eeling good about yourself is a bad thing at all! Enjoy the attention and stay happy

have lots of fun
i am going to stare into your eye for a little bit

I think you responded in my journal under theDZAs name...
It confused me at first...
but.. I accidentally sent someone a message from Artthugs profile before..not realizing he was still logged in.

Be... strong.

and... Baby I miss you soo bad. Even though you listen to hippy music and I've never met you, you're cute & little & smart like Dexter's lab smart. That time we didn't meet in an assy Manch bar on St Patties day was soo special. Come back, and work ungodly shifts and amounts of hours so we never see each other. Someday our children will have but one kidney.

Also... I can't believe that D flaked on anything oriented with Hustler. You would have surely had stories to both laugh about & tighten my pants. I'm more dissappointed in her for backing out on that than homewrecking.

When he calls again, think... "Is he worth it? Let me work it. Put my thing down, flip it and reverse it."

Ha!

Boo

eeek
my friend used to go to st louis every summer
she loved it
sorry you aren't having fun

Well only 4 more weeks.
Break some hearts.
Break some glass.

Raise hell... But try to keep The Dza from being a goddamn homewrecker.



Boo

i just got off spring break and all i can think is how jealous of you i am. i wish i could get away from all the crap. alas, my ex wont leavem me alone. was i stupid to try one last time to see if it would work?

Your heart can heal. From your writing your pain seems very real to me. But you are not just your depression, I think your seeking help from a therapist is a sign that you realize you are more than just someone who had a messed up relationship.

You deserve someone who treats you well and you deserve to be happy. I hope your depression is short lived.

I can see your therapist's veiwpoint. Starting a new romantic relationship can muddy any efforts to deal with issues from a previous relationship.

I totally I understand your desire to make new connections, whether dating or freindship that further support your leaving the past relationship behind.

Also this new guy if he has a brain he'll understand if you tell him your situation. He may turn out to be a good friend, If he flakes stay strong and hang in there, it will get better.

I dont know you at all, but if you ever need to talk my aim is lovekat006.

~~love

darlin, your heart will heal
in time
careful with the meds
and becareful with distractions
they may end up getting weird
and you may end up hurting someone else
i hope all gets well
really
and i don't even know you

You and D have to come o LAST CALL at Ragged Mtn this Saturday. Redrobot and many others will be there. It is just an excuse to get loaded and watch people wreck themslves on snowboards. Ask D it's fun.

hugs for the sweet lady that is hurting
it goes away
i just worked out everyday to forget my heartache
it worked
really it did

i'm not one with a right to speak, but come back to us baby. We might be able to ease you through this a little.

hey there miss
are things getting better?
i hope so

war no good

and...
luckily...
life is extreme joy too..