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perdurabo:
I think you responded in my journal under theDZAs name...
It confused me at first...
but.. I accidentally sent someone a message from Artthugs profile before..not realizing he was still logged in.
It confused me at first...
but.. I accidentally sent someone a message from Artthugs profile before..not realizing he was still logged in.
boojiboy:
Be... strong.
and... Baby I miss you soo bad. Even though you listen to hippy music and I've never met you, you're cute & little & smart like Dexter's lab smart. That time we didn't meet in an assy Manch bar on St Patties day was soo special. Come back, and work ungodly shifts and amounts of hours so we never see each other. Someday our children will have but one kidney.
Also... I can't believe that D flaked on anything oriented with Hustler. You would have surely had stories to both laugh about & tighten my pants. I'm more dissappointed in her for backing out on that than homewrecking.
When he calls again, think... "Is he worth it? Let me work it. Put my thing down, flip it and reverse it."
Ha!
Boo
and... Baby I miss you soo bad. Even though you listen to hippy music and I've never met you, you're cute & little & smart like Dexter's lab smart. That time we didn't meet in an assy Manch bar on St Patties day was soo special. Come back, and work ungodly shifts and amounts of hours so we never see each other. Someday our children will have but one kidney.
Also... I can't believe that D flaked on anything oriented with Hustler. You would have surely had stories to both laugh about & tighten my pants. I'm more dissappointed in her for backing out on that than homewrecking.
When he calls again, think... "Is he worth it? Let me work it. Put my thing down, flip it and reverse it."
Ha!
Boo
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_v_:
eeek
my friend used to go to st louis every summer
she loved it
sorry you aren't having fun
my friend used to go to st louis every summer
she loved it
sorry you aren't having fun
theoldone:
Well only 4 more weeks.
Break some hearts.
Break some glass.
Break some hearts.
Break some glass.
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boojiboy:
Raise hell... But try to keep The Dza from being a goddamn homewrecker.
Boo
Boo
fox1:
i just got off spring break and all i can think is how jealous of you i am. i wish i could get away from all the crap. alas, my ex wont leavem me alone. was i stupid to try one last time to see if it would work?
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blueeyedangel:
Your heart can heal. From your writing your pain seems very real to me. But you are not just your depression, I think your seeking help from a therapist is a sign that you realize you are more than just someone who had a messed up relationship.
You deserve someone who treats you well and you deserve to be happy. I hope your depression is short lived.
I can see your therapist's veiwpoint. Starting a new romantic relationship can muddy any efforts to deal with issues from a previous relationship.
I totally I understand your desire to make new connections, whether dating or freindship that further support your leaving the past relationship behind.
Also this new guy if he has a brain he'll understand if you tell him your situation. He may turn out to be a good friend, If he flakes stay strong and hang in there, it will get better.
I dont know you at all, but if you ever need to talk my aim is lovekat006.
~~love
You deserve someone who treats you well and you deserve to be happy. I hope your depression is short lived.
I can see your therapist's veiwpoint. Starting a new romantic relationship can muddy any efforts to deal with issues from a previous relationship.
I totally I understand your desire to make new connections, whether dating or freindship that further support your leaving the past relationship behind.
Also this new guy if he has a brain he'll understand if you tell him your situation. He may turn out to be a good friend, If he flakes stay strong and hang in there, it will get better.
I dont know you at all, but if you ever need to talk my aim is lovekat006.
~~love
_v_:
darlin, your heart will heal
in time
careful with the meds
and becareful with distractions
they may end up getting weird
and you may end up hurting someone else
i hope all gets well
really
and i don't even know you
in time
careful with the meds
and becareful with distractions
they may end up getting weird
and you may end up hurting someone else
i hope all gets well
really
and i don't even know you
I am still here. I am just losing all desire to do anything. Getting out of bed has turned into a huge chore. I have been working the midnight shift with Dza this week. This shift kills me. If I was going to be upset over my breakup before, sleep deprivation has made me completely depressd. I can't be rational. I have talked to him...
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theoldone:
You and D have to come o LAST CALL at Ragged Mtn this Saturday. Redrobot and many others will be there. It is just an excuse to get loaded and watch people wreck themslves on snowboards. Ask D it's fun.
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hugs for the sweet lady that is hurting
it goes away
i just worked out everyday to forget my heartache
it worked
really it did
it goes away
i just worked out everyday to forget my heartache
it worked
really it did
So yeah, I am still here. It's been an awful couple of days. That new laptop I bought? My (x) boyfriend of 2 1/2 yrs decided to break into my house to get his stuff and help himself to it. He left me a note though, "Whats mine 4 what's yours!" is exactly what it said and how it was written. Yes, I called the...
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boojiboy:
i'm not one with a right to speak, but come back to us baby. We might be able to ease you through this a little.
i'm not one with a right to speak, but come back to us baby. We might be able to ease you through this a little.
_v_:
hey there miss
are things getting better?
i hope so
are things getting better?
i hope so
I can't believe we are going to war and all I can think about it my broken heart.
In the short stint we have on this planet I should just shrug this off and move on. But I don't and I can't.
Life is suffering.
In the short stint we have on this planet I should just shrug this off and move on. But I don't and I can't.
Life is suffering.
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_v_:
war no good
perdurabo:
and...
luckily...
life is extreme joy too..
luckily...
life is extreme joy too..
I just bought a new laptop..I just bought a new laptop..sweeeet! It was the one I was talking about before for all those paying attention. Sorry Trilo..I just couldn't wait for the new P-drop. Now I have to find time to get rid of dirty XP and load something with a little soul on to it...
p.s. I am still depressed over my break up...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
"when i'm in your town, you better duck, cuz Ice cube is crazy as fuuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkk"
_v_:
new toys do get rid of a broken heart for awhile
but i just kept buying
now my heart is pained by the clutter of crap i own
ahhhh
but i just kept buying
now my heart is pained by the clutter of crap i own
ahhhh
"Your seeds of misery have sprouted and they try to block my way
The worst gets the better of you and you try to disarm me with an embrace
Just like the heart that has spent a lifetime forgiving what is cruel So have I for you"
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The worst gets the better of you and you try to disarm me with an embrace
Just like the heart that has spent a lifetime forgiving what is cruel So have I for you"
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kid_607_evil_ins:
yeah, I gots me the Linux on the computer, but i just don't have the resources (i.e. time) to work on it...that remix is due yesterday! Yeah, if it's so cool, then how the hell do I open a web browser? I caint even pull that one off.
We fear change
We fear change
_v_:
it is definitly how i feel
sling me a beer
sling me a beer
Ok, for the few requests lately to see my face, here it is.
Sunday...ho-hum. Sometimes I wish I had cable so I could zone out. I have a website so maybe I should work on that?? Nah...read?...knit?? Jeesh...I was dying for some time to myself and now that I have it I don't know what to do. That always happens when I go to the...
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Sunday...ho-hum. Sometimes I wish I had cable so I could zone out. I have a website so maybe I should work on that?? Nah...read?...knit?? Jeesh...I was dying for some time to myself and now that I have it I don't know what to do. That always happens when I go to the...
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papawheelie:
hey shiva
I sent mail to you through SG with music
I sent mail to you through SG with music
_v_:
i liked you old crush better,
but i must taste this new one
it sounds much tastier
but i must taste this new one
it sounds much tastier
Then there was this one time (at band camp) I was told that I have a hard time meeting guys because they are intimidated by me, I am too pretty and smart. This scares them away. Then he said what I needed to do was... "dumb up and get ugly". So I guess that's my problem..ha!
"You went an' found you a guru.
In an...
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In an...
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milena:
That's a really nice profile pic. Have you applied to be an SG, I bet you'd make it. I read Cunt awhile ago, it was good. Nice sign too, by the way. 
_v_:
thanks
that is so sweet
now it is coming up on monday
damn
that is so sweet
now it is coming up on monday
damn
i am going to stare into your eye for a little bit