shinracorp

FUCK IT! heres a blog. im going out in about an hour and im drunk already. i have to be at work at 5 am.

im the type of person that when you bring up one bad emotion, i start thinking about all of the things that have hurt me in my life.

2 days ago my dad and i got into a huge fight, we actually got into fisticuffs sorta. but anyway i almost got kicked outta the house and i ahve no cash ot move anywhere so i started calling and lining up friends places to stay. im still in the house but havent talked to my dad since.

i just got a letter for jury duty.

i like 40 ozs.

i finally crumbled and signed up for facebook, cuz im a chump, and i was drunk at the time. add me if you wish. so i added my brother and was looking at pictures of him before he was sick, and it is seriously mentally and physically a different person. its hard to imagine now that he is the same person i grew up with. i still love him, but its like i woke up one morning and had a new brother that i loved equally but in a different way. if you feel like reading what is wrong with him now look at this and look at the chronic part. gvh

i had a dream the other night that i fought a friend of mine over the boston t.
also had a dream that my aorta exploded. sucked ass.

so when i become vulnerable i for some reason always go back and think of the only woman i ever loved who dumped me and became a lesbian.



... she still has my type o negative hoodie... its ok i have her cannibal corpse hoodie and she wont get it back! MWA HA HA HA HA!

so how is everyone else? and whats going on for the 4th? im getting drunk in boston with my best bud. and ecct is very, very soon. hope to meet some new peoples.

PROPHET OF DOOM OUT!