shinracorp

i slept like shit last night, as expected, i swear that i slept for like an hour but in fact i have no idea how long i was just lucid for. one funeral down one to go. the memorial was great, it was a celebration of life as it should be and other things that i wont go into right now because of many peoples personal preferences. but lets just say it was nice. i cried a whole bunch. i know its not 100% true but right now for some reason i feel like i have no true friends. im just in one of those reflective states where nothing seems to matter but the thoughts in my own head.
p.s. i hate my job. on a good note though... i really, really like beer.