tonight was a bad night. one person can ruin an entire night. skrew you! so instead of enjoying my nite like most of the other people there, i began to think of my brother who got readmitted to the hospital today because of a fever and the introduction of leukemia in his blood again. i cry. people think they have it rough... try dealing with your brother dying in front of your eyes. i called his fiances cell balling my eyes out tonight, because i cannot pretend anymore that i am ok... i am not at all. if you wanna bring drama, leave me alone please. i have far too much on my mind. i love you all but i do not think i will post for a lil bit. please understand. i will see alot of you on wednesday at the sg show but i will not be 100% myself. i am sorry.
no pictures tonight.
no pictures tonight.
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nina_kova:
wow....I am so sorry about your brother...It's okay to not be okay...My sister was just diagnosed with breast cancer...these diseases fucking suck...I will say blessings for him...I wish I had wonderful words to say, but I can only say I can empathize with you and I will keep him (and you) in my blessings....
khillerkitten:
My mom has MS, I know it's hard watching someone you love suffer