So, everythings going better now. I've distanced myself from that lady dramatically.
More so some of the issue was a little out of proportion considering my achilles heel when it comes to some relationships. My mom and I were extremely tight. We could seriously talk about anything, I had no problem whatsoever going to her with any issue I was having.
She passed away a few years ago. In her abscence, I have a huge void for a supportive female. It sucks but I've basically dealt with it. Acknowledged it, Confronted it, moved on. I don't really care for things controlling me in that way, a wonder why I still smoke cigarettes and drink pepsi but that's a whole other story.
I've been promoted again at my job so that's pretty killer. I bought a sweet new tea pot to make my green tea with haha. I've been watching movies and hanging with my good dude friends and female friends whenever I get a chance too.
I started writing the novel thats been bouncing around in my head for some years now. I feel I finally have it fleshed out enough up there to be writting out here. I feel as though I need to write it. I don't care if its any good to others, its something I've wanted to do for quite some time so ya.
Other than that same shit different day.
More so some of the issue was a little out of proportion considering my achilles heel when it comes to some relationships. My mom and I were extremely tight. We could seriously talk about anything, I had no problem whatsoever going to her with any issue I was having.
She passed away a few years ago. In her abscence, I have a huge void for a supportive female. It sucks but I've basically dealt with it. Acknowledged it, Confronted it, moved on. I don't really care for things controlling me in that way, a wonder why I still smoke cigarettes and drink pepsi but that's a whole other story.
I've been promoted again at my job so that's pretty killer. I bought a sweet new tea pot to make my green tea with haha. I've been watching movies and hanging with my good dude friends and female friends whenever I get a chance too.
I started writing the novel thats been bouncing around in my head for some years now. I feel I finally have it fleshed out enough up there to be writting out here. I feel as though I need to write it. I don't care if its any good to others, its something I've wanted to do for quite some time so ya.
Other than that same shit different day.
misha:
We need to catch up at some point. I just never ever go to NC anymore, 'cause it sucks there, and you know it. =P At least for me, since I barely have any friends there. Glad girl stuff has cleared up. I'm still Julia's friend on FB, apparently she's gone piercing craazy. I wish I had the money to do that shit. You should definitely tell us more about your novel! I want to read it when you finish!
emi:
well, the good news is i'm moving back to winston.