shinmegamitensei

Its been a minute since I updated this bad boy.

I've been mega busy with work as usual, and catching up with the mountain of dvds, video games, and books I need to respectfully complete. As well as hanging around with my friends, I haven't had much time to or much to say worth posting something new.

I had an incident at work a few weeks back. It seemed my kicker (heart) pumped all funny like it missed a beat, and not that awesome feeling when its somebody you love, or that lame feeling when you get ridiculously scared like when a freaking rabbit runs out in the middle of the road at 2am, and your jamming with your tunes way too loud, and your mind's somewhere else. I felt way faint for a second, and then everything was cool again. I had to make some adjustments to how I do things, no more 22 hr days for a while, I drink virtually nothing but green tea now, and eat massive amounts of Kashi products, not to mention getting around a bit more haha. I still haven't found the courage or dertermantion or sheer want to kick the smoking though, which is probably a large part of what started it all, or its just in my head, like getting sick to my stomach when my ma feel sick with cancer. Anyways, I have to say the switch to all green tea has been amazing, the people of the orient weren't shitting anybody when they claimed it was "heaven sent" I have majorly more energy, my depression is wiped out, and I get moving a lot easier and faster. Sick Nasty.

Works been straight. I work in retail, a used bookstore, that has some noteriety where I live. Its all fine and dandy, except for some of the people I work with, who seem to think that if they draw or something, it instantly makes them an artist. If they make something, they're hip......Bullshit. I draw, and I can make stuff, but I don't claim to be an artist. I just do it for fun, not a statement. Nevertheless they're some pretty dope people working there, and the customers actually appreciate you, which says a lot considering a great majority of the retail I've worked, the customers could give a rat's ass about you, and only believe you're trying to sell them more shit they don't need. In some cases, like working with video game stores, that can be true, but its only because the bosses are breathing down your neck literally everyday asking why you don't have more pre-orders on some game like Madden. Like everyone in the world is going to want that game. Before GTA: San Andreas came out, I had one customer actually say he had a problem with playing a game as a black character. I mean what in blue fucking blazes are you going to say to that? For serious retail can suck big balls, but still I love it for some reason. Always something new. Never the same old bullshit for me anyways. I can see why people stress the fuck out over it, because I have my days too, but in the end it leaves me mostly feeling content, and thats all I want.

So I finished the game Bioshock on the 360, and have to say it was alright. I don't agree with a lot of people who have reviewed it saying stuff of monumental scale about how awesome it was. It feel into the biggest trap that most FPSs fall into. Repititon. Not to say that I didn't thoroughly enjoy the story and the atmosphere, singlehandidly the only thing that kept me reaving the beast in white up to finish it off. Now I've moved on to Vice City stories on PS2, because its been far too long since I've been running around Vice City, not to mention playing a GTA game at all.

I finally started watching Lost. The first season has been sitting in my closet for about three months now. I have to say its quite interesting. I'm definitley looking foward to seeing what happens. My Sister and her husband recently went to Hawaii and saw where they filmed a great deal of it. She claims it was pretty dope, and I have to say I'd love to visit sometime. I'm back reading King again. IT was the choice, and its awesome so far.

i guess i had more to say than i though. Hit me up if you know how. ill be around.