I don't know when this account is going to expire, but I imagine pretty soon.
Things are going better.
I still haven't talked to the ex, but I'm doing fine. Sometimes it still hurts, but that's to be expected.
I'm dating my local ex-boyfriend, who is obviously no longer my ex. Because people get confused (even though nobody reads this, haha) this is not my ex-fiancee, but another guy.
So yay, now I sorta get to enjoy having a local boyfriend. When he's not too busy. He did spend all day with me yesterday, it was wonderful
It's so weird having a local boyfriend, though. I don't have an excuse to call him everyday... we're not that far in the relationship... and I miss having somebody to talk to every night... but I'm managing.
It's also odd, I've never really gone on dates. When Rob and I were together we hung out and acted like a married couple... we split things, one would pay then the other... we saw movies and stuff... but I never really viewed anything as a "date" 'cause it lasted four days to two weeks usually. Zach pays for my meals and movie tickets, it's totally weird to me. I feel like I'm bumming off him.
I watched every single episode of Scrubs ever, it was amazing. It took me a few weeks. I am starting on watching every episode of the original Star Trek... because I used to watch it religiously as a child, as well as Next Generation... because I am the biggest geek ever. I'll make some nerd somewhere a wonderful wife someday. If I just lost the weight I'd be a total trophy wife, haha. But I won't worry about that 'til I finish school... Well, not much... I have to lose some weight to fit into a bridesmaids dress for my friend's wedding.
I graduate in four weeks! I'm excited! I need to find a job, stat!
I got to color my hair to the color I've been wanting finally! I'm so excited, it's perfect! I hope it doesn't fade! I'm going to work my way up to black someday... then back down to platinum, probably. I'm one of those people, I'll try anything once, and probably look totally fabulous doing it... I have a great skin tone and so far haven't met a color people didn't just love on me. Usually people work their way into different colors, I jump in... and love it!
I went from:
Platinum palest yellow/almost white.
(ignore my face/acne)
To this:
I love both, but I think me as a red head is my favorite, I'm keeping it for awhile
I'm sure I could ramble on, but Star Trek is calling me... I hope to get to "The Trouble with Tribbles" sometime soon, haha!
Things are going better.
I still haven't talked to the ex, but I'm doing fine. Sometimes it still hurts, but that's to be expected.
I'm dating my local ex-boyfriend, who is obviously no longer my ex. Because people get confused (even though nobody reads this, haha) this is not my ex-fiancee, but another guy.
So yay, now I sorta get to enjoy having a local boyfriend. When he's not too busy. He did spend all day with me yesterday, it was wonderful
It's so weird having a local boyfriend, though. I don't have an excuse to call him everyday... we're not that far in the relationship... and I miss having somebody to talk to every night... but I'm managing.It's also odd, I've never really gone on dates. When Rob and I were together we hung out and acted like a married couple... we split things, one would pay then the other... we saw movies and stuff... but I never really viewed anything as a "date" 'cause it lasted four days to two weeks usually. Zach pays for my meals and movie tickets, it's totally weird to me. I feel like I'm bumming off him.
I watched every single episode of Scrubs ever, it was amazing. It took me a few weeks. I am starting on watching every episode of the original Star Trek... because I used to watch it religiously as a child, as well as Next Generation... because I am the biggest geek ever. I'll make some nerd somewhere a wonderful wife someday. If I just lost the weight I'd be a total trophy wife, haha. But I won't worry about that 'til I finish school... Well, not much... I have to lose some weight to fit into a bridesmaids dress for my friend's wedding.
I graduate in four weeks! I'm excited! I need to find a job, stat!
I got to color my hair to the color I've been wanting finally! I'm so excited, it's perfect! I hope it doesn't fade! I'm going to work my way up to black someday... then back down to platinum, probably. I'm one of those people, I'll try anything once, and probably look totally fabulous doing it... I have a great skin tone and so far haven't met a color people didn't just love on me. Usually people work their way into different colors, I jump in... and love it!
I went from:
Platinum palest yellow/almost white.
(ignore my face/acne)
To this:
I love both, but I think me as a red head is my favorite, I'm keeping it for awhile
I'm sure I could ramble on, but Star Trek is calling me... I hope to get to "The Trouble with Tribbles" sometime soon, haha!