I got to hang out with the awesome and beautiful Vinta, her guy and another of our friends.
I cannot say how much I love her, she is just too awesome!
Teehee :3
I did, however, get lost I do not like driving in downtown Birmingham at night, I am very much a wussy Hoover brat.
Also, I went as Anna Nicole Smith for Halloween. It sounds horrible, but I wasn't doing it to make fun of her, because I actually enjoyed seeing her show (guilty pleasure) and I think she was totally fucking hot when she wasn't too messed up... Once she re-lost the weight and got too tan she lost her appeal.
Really, I wanted to go as Marilyn Monroe, but figured I was too fat and it'd be more funny to claim to be Anna Nicole. Also, I figured it'd be easier to find something to wear that'd fit her. Unfortunately, I didn't get any full costume pics as nobody around me loved me. All I have is this, which is the funniest photo of my friend and myself ever:
Sexy, I know.
I really need to get my tattoo, but I'm too nervous, and too lazy to go and do it... wow, I'm pathetic.
I thought I was getting over Rob, but I'm not. I saw a photo of him today and got sick to my stomach, I've been miserable for days... about as miserable as when we first broke up a month ago. He still loves me, this makes no sense. We can easily work it out, I think he's just too scared to try because he's scared that he can actually see a future with me, and he's scared that he might hurt me again... I haven't been able to have a good talk with him in awhile, so I plan on forcing him to soon... the last couple times I've kinda....called and yelled at him for being an asshole and hurting me and all that. I hate when I do it, but it's because I'm trying not to cry and then I cry anyways. Real pathetic.
I'm pissed because I'm too good for this and I deserve better and yet I don't care, I just want my Rob. I know we're one of the most perfect couples ever... and I want to fix what I did that bothered him, and make our relationship even stronger. I'm willing to work at it, but he's just not working with me right now... and I have my suspicions as to why, and all of them are just the way he is. It isn't another woman, or that he doesn't love me... But I'm not going to go into them here 'cause I go into them everywhere else.
It actually shocks and amazes me at how attractive I find him now, as when we first started dating I liked his personality and thought he looked kinda goofy, but attractive enough. Now he can take my breath away on a good day.
I got a new cell phone today, wooh, exciting. I was trying to call my old cell and my phone just died... flat out died. Haha. So I lost all my numbers and photos and such, if you want me to have yours for some strange reason, feel free to message me with it.
The guy talked me into getting V-cast free for 30 days, then I'm gonna cancel it... but I've already wasted money I don't need to waste on Journey songs... And it isn't even the full song for the ring tone, lame.