Ugh, work makes me sick... My last day off was Sunday, my next day off will be Wednesday... I need the money... but it's starting to really depress me. I need a day to recover.
Plus, I had requested off for this Saturday by 6, but I wrote the wrong date... since the manager that makes the schedule has the attention span of a gold fish, he scheduled me Saturday 'til 9 (at the time I had said "I need Saturday off by 6, and I want Sunday off because I'll be spending the night at a friend's Saturday... do I need to write that I want Sunday off, too?" and he told me "I've got Sunday down as the day you can't work, so don't worry about Sunday" he obviously was told what I wanted... but I wrote the 18th even after checking time and time again, and so I have Sunday off by 6...but I can't believe he even scheduled me when he knows it's my off day.) and then Sunday morning.
I don't feel comfortable talking to the management.... I don't feel comfortable with my fellow Supervisors. The one I respected just quit... he gave me a hug his last day and told me to make sure not to let them push me over, and that I have to be meaner with them because they're really big pushovers. He was speaking specifically about two, saying there are two of them and one of me so I have to be strong. It was really sweet. He said one day he decided to quit the Rave, and he just felt amazing. It was as if a burden has been lifted... I want that.
I'm so upset right now, I don't want to have to tell my friend... "sorry, can't do girls night... I got scheduled." So if they do delay it, it'll be another week... I need it now. Ugggh.
I did, however, see something amusing yesterday. I was in the computer lab at school and some guy was looking at porn videos online... Only me and my buddy noticed... even the person directly behind the guy on another computer and a girl two computers down didn't notice. It was funny and sad.
Plus, I had requested off for this Saturday by 6, but I wrote the wrong date... since the manager that makes the schedule has the attention span of a gold fish, he scheduled me Saturday 'til 9 (at the time I had said "I need Saturday off by 6, and I want Sunday off because I'll be spending the night at a friend's Saturday... do I need to write that I want Sunday off, too?" and he told me "I've got Sunday down as the day you can't work, so don't worry about Sunday" he obviously was told what I wanted... but I wrote the 18th even after checking time and time again, and so I have Sunday off by 6...but I can't believe he even scheduled me when he knows it's my off day.) and then Sunday morning.
I don't feel comfortable talking to the management.... I don't feel comfortable with my fellow Supervisors. The one I respected just quit... he gave me a hug his last day and told me to make sure not to let them push me over, and that I have to be meaner with them because they're really big pushovers. He was speaking specifically about two, saying there are two of them and one of me so I have to be strong. It was really sweet. He said one day he decided to quit the Rave, and he just felt amazing. It was as if a burden has been lifted... I want that.
I'm so upset right now, I don't want to have to tell my friend... "sorry, can't do girls night... I got scheduled." So if they do delay it, it'll be another week... I need it now. Ugggh.
I did, however, see something amusing yesterday. I was in the computer lab at school and some guy was looking at porn videos online... Only me and my buddy noticed... even the person directly behind the guy on another computer and a girl two computers down didn't notice. It was funny and sad.
quirky:
You are that tuned into pr0n?