Alright so it's been a while. Why? Because I've been working too hard during the day and I feel sick when I get home. Then some days when I'm feeling truly suicidal I'll head out into 35 degree heat, put on 5 kilos of foam padding, and run around for 70 minutes.
I've truly been feeling rotten most of the time since last entry. This has culminated last night when I was meant to go see Karnivool at the lookout. Instead I was left motionless in my bed because I had lost 4 kilos of fluid in under 4 hours because of hockey training.
Compounding that, I think I gave myself food poisoning. Not for the first time either, so I seriously need to start looking at what I eat. When I've cooked recently much thought, energy or care. It's not surprising that I'm not trusting my own cooking either.
Almost 4 months ago to the day I mentioned I had a crush on a girl I work with. Well, we've gotten a lot closer since then, I'm pretty dense when it all comes down it but I believe things are good. Oh, and the work thing? Fuck it. Carpe diem baby.
I've truly been feeling rotten most of the time since last entry. This has culminated last night when I was meant to go see Karnivool at the lookout. Instead I was left motionless in my bed because I had lost 4 kilos of fluid in under 4 hours because of hockey training.
Compounding that, I think I gave myself food poisoning. Not for the first time either, so I seriously need to start looking at what I eat. When I've cooked recently much thought, energy or care. It's not surprising that I'm not trusting my own cooking either.
Almost 4 months ago to the day I mentioned I had a crush on a girl I work with. Well, we've gotten a lot closer since then, I'm pretty dense when it all comes down it but I believe things are good. Oh, and the work thing? Fuck it. Carpe diem baby.
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