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It's amazing how a bit of food can unswing one's mood. Moreover, I haven't eaten any meat in ... shit like 2 months now. I shall continue this until my thirst for raw, blood soaked flesh overpowers my better judgement.

Brains do not count as meat.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhoddddddddddddd_______liskvordvsbin

(No use in attempting to be coherently expressive at the moment)

I'm feeling better already.

I can't believe how much time I've wasted, being so inhibited by unfortunate circumstances from reaching this point. This, what should be a turning point. I need out soon. I will have out soon.
I can feel the change coming, and I need to run away and completely reestablish myself in order to properly realize it. I can't stand the possibility of falling back into...
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"Look at him. Scrawny, like most wizards, and clad in a dark red robe on which a few mystic sigils were embroidered in tarnished sequins. Some might have taken him for a mere apprentice enchanter who had run away from his master out of defiance, boredom, fear and a lingering taste for heterosexuality."
-- Meet Rincewind, The Color of Magic

08048124 <main>:
8048124: 55 pushl %ebp
8048125: 89 e5 movl %esp,%ebp
8048127: 83 ec 08 subl $0x8,%esp
804812a: c7 45 f8 ac 92 movl $0x80592ac,0xfffffff8(%ebp)
804812f: 05 08
8048131: c7 45 fc 00 00 movl $0x0,0xfffffffc(%ebp)
8048136: 00 00
8048138: 6a 00 pushl $0x0
804813a: 8d 45 f8 leal 0xfffffff8(%ebp),%eax
804813d: 50 pushl %eax
804813e: 8b 45 f8 movl 0xfffffff8(%ebp),%eax
8048141: 50 pushl %eax
8048142:...
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Ehh ... studying for boring school work ... boring. I don't wanna. Mundane details so boring. Lacking will to focus on them. I honestly don't care how I do on my finals.
What a fucking festering unmitigated shitparade of a semester this has been.





Oh, and

I didn't go outside pretty much all this weekend. I'm still fluxuating in and out of periods of feeling like absolute shit, but I don't want to turn this journal into an outlet for that. I don't want an outlet, I want to address the sources of shittyness. Stem the tide. Escape from an all too familar hell. In good time.

Anyway ... on the...
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