Just tell me to let go. That might help. 
I have a broken heart. I'll get over it, we all do, right? But I pretended I wouldn't be sad, but it hurts too much now. I just feel sick and agitated all over inside. I'll get over it. I have no other choice. I shouldn't be trippin over some boy I barely know, but I really thought he was telling the truth...I thought I saw something in him...I still do, but I'm wrong. I've been so wrong.
It's like this...the night we met I wore vanilla lotion in hopes of gettin bitten
but it's always by the guy who only seems to "didn't"...
didn't gimme a hug
didn't consider me any kinda real choice,
didn't act like the man who I'd fallen for by listening to his voice
Skip the didn'ts and switch to the missed should's
but I've no space for all those so I'll list a lyrical could
"I know I could
always be good
to one who'd watch over me"
But....until that day comes I need help letting go. I'm not one to ask for help unless I really need it. I took so many pills and nothings even touchin how badly I feel...I haven't had a broken heart in forever....now I remember why I am so comfortable being single.
Okay I'm done talkin about that....I just wish the pills would make some of it go away.
I'm just so sad. And it's so not like me to let someone make me feel this horrible. i'M SUCHA HAPPY FUCKIN PERSON THAT BEING HURT IS LIKE...GETTIN HIT BY A TRAIN. OOPS CAPS LOCK.
I got to cuddle with my best friend and I layed in her lap all night when we watched movies and that was nice. Only time will take the evil butterflies away and then I'll be able to ....get hurt by someone else...yay...maybe I can find some valuim somewhere to help me get through this.......
By the way this pic is old...from April. I's my first SG pro pic ever. I brought it back because it has no piercings and now that I've got none left it's more true, I guess. And my hairs pretty much the same now....kinda....but longer-ish. Whatever.
My journals SUCK lately...I'm sorry. It's been a weird few weeks. When school starts I'll have more things to say that are way better than this sappy bullshit. Pathetic. Absolutely pathetic. Ugh....I'm invisible again.
shi
I have a broken heart. I'll get over it, we all do, right? But I pretended I wouldn't be sad, but it hurts too much now. I just feel sick and agitated all over inside. I'll get over it. I have no other choice. I shouldn't be trippin over some boy I barely know, but I really thought he was telling the truth...I thought I saw something in him...I still do, but I'm wrong. I've been so wrong.
It's like this...the night we met I wore vanilla lotion in hopes of gettin bitten
but it's always by the guy who only seems to "didn't"...
didn't gimme a hug
didn't consider me any kinda real choice,
didn't act like the man who I'd fallen for by listening to his voice
Skip the didn'ts and switch to the missed should's
but I've no space for all those so I'll list a lyrical could
"I know I could
always be good
to one who'd watch over me"
But....until that day comes I need help letting go. I'm not one to ask for help unless I really need it. I took so many pills and nothings even touchin how badly I feel...I haven't had a broken heart in forever....now I remember why I am so comfortable being single.
Okay I'm done talkin about that....I just wish the pills would make some of it go away.
I'm just so sad. And it's so not like me to let someone make me feel this horrible. i'M SUCHA HAPPY FUCKIN PERSON THAT BEING HURT IS LIKE...GETTIN HIT BY A TRAIN. OOPS CAPS LOCK.
I got to cuddle with my best friend and I layed in her lap all night when we watched movies and that was nice. Only time will take the evil butterflies away and then I'll be able to ....get hurt by someone else...yay...maybe I can find some valuim somewhere to help me get through this.......
By the way this pic is old...from April. I's my first SG pro pic ever. I brought it back because it has no piercings and now that I've got none left it's more true, I guess. And my hairs pretty much the same now....kinda....but longer-ish. Whatever.
My journals SUCK lately...I'm sorry. It's been a weird few weeks. When school starts I'll have more things to say that are way better than this sappy bullshit. Pathetic. Absolutely pathetic. Ugh....I'm invisible again.
shi
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amillahhighlife:
i've just awakin, i need grits and bacon. So damn hungry I'll settle for steak'em. 
sweetavenue:
hey hot pants--i got your email but then when i logged back in it was gone and i so did NOT delete it. fucking hotmail can blow me. so i re-emailed you with my home phone number and cell number. i'm home now. give me a call as soon as you can and we'll discuss. ♥ michelle