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We close up the sale early cuz a lady from Jerusalem came and took everything there was to have. Crazy shit. We loaded her car to the roof and then her car wouldn't start. Had to drive her home, she forgot the house keys in her car so we went back to the car at the sale, and she grabbed keys and we left again, then she realized she had the wrong keys and needed the garage door opener to get in so we took her back again and then it all worked out. She's a beautician and said we can all get free pedicures. She had wicked diamonds on her toes and like glitter designs but cute not ghetto. It was a fun drama. Any drama yielding free pedicures is worth it by all means.

So anyway I went to a girlfriends and we went on the best drive for 7 hours and almost a full tank of gas. I could've driven to Detroit or to Canada. That's kinda funny. I just love a good drive...silence...music...talkin...listening...whatever... or silently listening to someone talk about music Noice.

I miss my friend. I feel like I'll never see him again. It's been forever since we've just kicked it. He's such good people. If I dug him like that I'd be the happiest girl in the world, but it just doesn't feel like that. But he's sucha a good guy. Why can't we fall for the ones who are best for us? Whys it gotta be the ones who are...like...SO not that good for us or good to us...to me I mean. Such is life

I still hate people and have officially lostall faith in anything more than what there is right exactly NOW right here in front of me, but facts don't take faith so that doesn't make sence. So I'm outt faith. run dry...I give up. I gave up. But I am smiling I may never feel more than this but it's better than what could be. I'm lucky that I've even gotten this far

You are beautiful.

have a gorgeous night my lovelies...