My brothers doing GREAT!!!! so thanks for all the love... Oh I just saw three yellow birds! How pretty....
If I were a gang banger I'd wear that really dark lip liner and gawdy gold hoop earings and a cheap gold nameplate. And I'd say my name was LaZanya. My "thing" would be that I loved Garfield the cat stuff because lasangna is his favorite food. And I'd call everyone Ody (the dumb dog) when they annoy me. And I'd go into gas stations and buy Newport box and Philly blunts. I'd make obvious jokes abut smoking bUUUUds and say "you know I be needin mines ta cheel". I'd know at least two guys who go by "droopy". And I'd call my boyfriend "mah mayun" and I'd start 60% of my sentences with "Hey boo..." I'd think Rikki Lake was a reputable new source and I'd try to get on Maury Povich to find out who my baby daddy is...again. I'd be too hardcore to work at McDonalds so I'd work at Taco Bell. I'd ask if you wanted to try a new grilled stuft burrito combo #3 with a kinda of I-could-kick-your-fiesta-salsa-bitch-ass-if-wanted-to kinda attitude. If you're FOINE, I'd give you extra fire sauce. If you said you like my nails that're so long they curve, I'd give ya head on my 15 min break. And I'd call ya boo. :o)
make it good kids............. -Shi
If I were a gang banger I'd wear that really dark lip liner and gawdy gold hoop earings and a cheap gold nameplate. And I'd say my name was LaZanya. My "thing" would be that I loved Garfield the cat stuff because lasangna is his favorite food. And I'd call everyone Ody (the dumb dog) when they annoy me. And I'd go into gas stations and buy Newport box and Philly blunts. I'd make obvious jokes abut smoking bUUUUds and say "you know I be needin mines ta cheel". I'd know at least two guys who go by "droopy". And I'd call my boyfriend "mah mayun" and I'd start 60% of my sentences with "Hey boo..." I'd think Rikki Lake was a reputable new source and I'd try to get on Maury Povich to find out who my baby daddy is...again. I'd be too hardcore to work at McDonalds so I'd work at Taco Bell. I'd ask if you wanted to try a new grilled stuft burrito combo #3 with a kinda of I-could-kick-your-fiesta-salsa-bitch-ass-if-wanted-to kinda attitude. If you're FOINE, I'd give you extra fire sauce. If you said you like my nails that're so long they curve, I'd give ya head on my 15 min break. And I'd call ya boo. :o)
make it good kids............. -Shi
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i didn't think you were anyone but you
I've got some questions and comments...Do with them what you will.
I have a tendancy to make people re-examine their own lies.
Why?
My natural instinct is to examine lies, They just don't make sense to me, and I get curious.
It seems like friendships, relationships, and yes even some familys are ripped apart in my wake.
Like who? Why? Are you just pushing people away? You know I think most friendships are meaningless crutches. Most. Not all. Most people have no idea how to care about someone else...and if they do they can't do it without resentment or jealousy. People aren't pure. Our relationships can't be either.
In my family it's my parents, I need to learn to let them live their lies and it's hard for me. Friendships include mostly people that don't really care about me, but sometimes I get to a point where I have to push everyone away and just live in myself... that's mostly recently due to losing my support base, I'm really not sure how to function in a non mormon world. Relationships are due mainly to the same kinda stuff, sometimes i try to take responsibility on myself, when I know it was a mutual thing.
I try to keep moving to minimize the damage.
What for? Why cause something and then just leave? Is it even worth doing in the first place if you just keep moving....?
I usually end up feeling repulsed by those that cannot see the lies they live in, just because they refuse to look at them, that's my own failing. I give up too easily sometimes.
But those I love most seem to be the ones I hurt most.
That's a rule of life brother, that's got nothing to do with you.
Good to know it's not just me.
Why do people prefer lies to the truth.
Because people by nature are programed to choose an easier route?
But lies aren't an easier route. the places they lead aren't worth getting to in most cases...
Using a lie to fight a lie however, I have no problem with.
I really don't get it!
Why shouldyou get it? What makes you so fixed on getting it?
It's fucked up, but I care about those around me, I think understanding them even if i don't like them would help me to treat them better. (Yes, I know i shouldn't try to "get" everyone, but I love to learn)
Please show me my lies so I can destroy them.
Is that what you really want? ....Gimme ten minutes and I'll break it down for you.
Bring it!
If you see places I'm lying to myself PLEASE tell me...
Of course I care about helping myself.
The truth never helped me, but lies make me ill.
Define HELP.
I've had to give up most of what I considered dear to me to follow what I thought to be the "truth", and much of the time I was wrong.
Why do we have to lie in this world?
To trick ourselves into feeling loved?
I was mostly asking why society demands lies.
If you don't like what I have to say, feel free to ignore it.
No Thanks....Tell me more. Please?
What do you want to know?
It seems like most of humanity breathes, eats, and lives lies...
I choke on em. ....
You know, I have been formally trained in the Heimlich manoeuvre.
*makes motions at his throat, while turning blue
Dan.