it was new years day. i woke up and realized, "this is it." the road reports said the highway to you were in moderate to poor shape. i didn't care. i was going to drive anywhere to see you.
i gripped the steering wheel so tight. the snow would blow and drift across the road and i'd find myself drifting in and out. daydreaming about...
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i gripped the steering wheel so tight. the snow would blow and drift across the road and i'd find myself drifting in and out. daydreaming about...
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drpirate:
I know exactly how you feel 
remember that the waiting can deffinately be worth it 
I know exactly how you feel remember that the waiting can deffinately be worth it is it irrational that on friday i'm going to buy a $200 sweatshirt?
it's fucking g-star, and i want it so bad. i'm really going to try and not feel guilty about it.
as well, i'm going to apply for a part-time job at one of my ultimate favourite stores. 10 hours a week, and free stuff. gah. hopefully it'll support my expensive jeans habit.
it's fucking g-star, and i want it so bad. i'm really going to try and not feel guilty about it.
as well, i'm going to apply for a part-time job at one of my ultimate favourite stores. 10 hours a week, and free stuff. gah. hopefully it'll support my expensive jeans habit.
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icantplayguitar:
tell me a joke
karismic:
oooo i like expensive clothes! i just bought two new jeans, sevens and true religion....plus not to mention 5 tee shirts by indie designers and two paris of shoes in the last 2 weeks......yeah i think i need to go to clothing rehab!
holy crap. i really shouldn't let my journal go this far back. this is UNHEARD of. anyways. i do have a genuine explanation.
a) i've been busy. believe it or not, i've managed to have a life outside of my comfy bedroom. like, wtf?
b) hard drive crash. thankfully and hopefully i can recover all of this years photographs. otherwise, it's a clean slate for...
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a) i've been busy. believe it or not, i've managed to have a life outside of my comfy bedroom. like, wtf?
b) hard drive crash. thankfully and hopefully i can recover all of this years photographs. otherwise, it's a clean slate for...
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ring:
Saw that you had a cam on and had a question... how do you get so you can set up a cam through the site? I've been looking for the intstructions and so far just feel like an idiot... thanks for any help you can offer!
dyme:
i went to the westend mall today for the first time ever.
haha it's huge alright.
haha it's huge alright.
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terriblyrattled:
Amo il vostro stile, voi sono molto bello
i'm getting out of the city again. this time further than before. farther away from the things i'm still hurt by, but slowly getting over.
i need to breathe fresh air, see a mountain sunset and feel alive.
there will be no cell phone reception or internet access (that i know of). so i'll be gone for a little while. although no one will...
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i need to breathe fresh air, see a mountain sunset and feel alive.
there will be no cell phone reception or internet access (that i know of). so i'll be gone for a little while. although no one will...
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tjaden:
here's to much-needed travels... 
mindless:
Just get away from it all. And crying helps. Trust me. This coming from a guy.
it's storming outside, and there's a breeze coming into my room. in the distance the sky has turned pink and orange. the smell of rain is drifting in. and this is the sort of night when i wish there was someone here. but instead, i'm going to enjoy this night, in my bed...alone. i'm quite content with that.
allewar:
I'm glad of hearing that.
You seem better than in the last entry.
Graphic designer, gemini, you can do it..
You seem better than in the last entry.
Graphic designer, gemini, you can do it..
i'd be lying if i said i was okay.
i'm mad, i keep crying. i feel fucking depressed. i don't know how to be happy by myself. that's the honest to god truth.
i might be going to calgary the weekend of aug. 7-8. staying with an old friend who i've missed more than anything. i need to see him, and i need a hug.
i'm mad, i keep crying. i feel fucking depressed. i don't know how to be happy by myself. that's the honest to god truth.
i might be going to calgary the weekend of aug. 7-8. staying with an old friend who i've missed more than anything. i need to see him, and i need a hug.
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williamtrinity:
if you can't be happy by yourself, then you'll never be truely happy when your with someone. you gotta depend on yourself and no one else.
cheer up
cheer up
jcooperl:
You have a great body. I really like your photos that you took. The rusty hinge is very nice. but my fav is the one of you with the light behind you. You should do a whole set of them. very nice.
i could very well die of sneezing tonight. the exhaustion of it is getting to me. all i want to do is lay down. but when i lay down i get bored. and when i get up, i start sneezing more.
the never ending cycle of someone with allergies.
thank freakin god the weekend is almost here.
the never ending cycle of someone with allergies.
thank freakin god the weekend is almost here.
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mitleid:
I am glad I don't have allergies. Yeah, weekends are good (no work!!). I hope you have something more exciting planned than my lame ass weekend of boredomness (if that's even a word). Well...time to go back to work....yahoo. Later.
karismic:
ahhh...please don't die on me on a sneeze attack!
i feel myself getting bored of everything. i haven't found anything good to occupy my mind with. instead i worry about bills i have no business worrying about. i think about him, which is bad in itself. i think about good sex i haven't nor am having with anyone. i hate my job, but i'm trying my best to not let it bring me...
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cunninglinquist:
sounds familiar, especially when it is 110 plus every day, business is slow and being self employed the bills are always there but the paycheck isn't always.
itsalivemedia:
Where were you when I was in Edmonton in march? huh?
I'm gonna IM you.....
I'm gonna IM you.....
i've realized that in fact, i am carrie. and i have my mr. big. he broke my heart, then i broke his. but somehow we've both managed to change each other's lives. i've never lost contact with him, and always held a special place in my heart for him.
somehow it still bugs me when he feels like he can freely tell me about his...
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reecetopher:
Hope that helped a little.
[Edited on Jul 18, 2004 8:50AM]
[Edited on Jul 18, 2004 8:50AM]
voiddragon:
That's an amazing picture!!!.
I know what it's like to be in an realationship where you hurt each other contestly. One of my x's I was good friends with (at time but no more) bought her new boyfriend over to my house to watch wwf ppv.
Know that I still had deep feelings for her. I think she did it outta spite to me.
I know what it's like to be in an realationship where you hurt each other contestly. One of my x's I was good friends with (at time but no more) bought her new boyfriend over to my house to watch wwf ppv.
Know that I still had deep feelings for her. I think she did it outta spite to me.