Dear anxiety/panic attack that visited me today and won't go away,
Firstly, fuck off, why must you fuck with my head when things in my life are going better than they have in a long time?
Second, why won't you let me sleep, I am really fucking tired.
The nasty herpes infested bitch I work with sat down with me while I was eating when I got to work today and told me she took some dude home and had sex with him the other night. I asked her if she told him about her herp, and she said no, but fucked him anyway, but felt really bad about it. Um, what the fuck? I told her she was disgusting and totally fucked off for not telling the poor dude she banged about her crotch rot, which pissed her off royally. Chicks like that should be drawn and quartered.
I am in an odd place right now, always nervous and fidgety. I took a shit load of people off my friends list, not that they will care, I just want to scale my shit down to the folks I actually give a fuck about talking to, I hope you know who you are. I am getting sick of putting thought and effort into blogs that hardly anyone reads, and am thinking I should focus on things in my REAL life. No bitchiness intended, hope none is taken.
I just need to sleep, to relax, to wake up one day with my heart not pounding in my throat, that worries me. I am basically a walking heart attack, and I just gotta take care of me for once.
Firstly, fuck off, why must you fuck with my head when things in my life are going better than they have in a long time?
Second, why won't you let me sleep, I am really fucking tired.
The nasty herpes infested bitch I work with sat down with me while I was eating when I got to work today and told me she took some dude home and had sex with him the other night. I asked her if she told him about her herp, and she said no, but fucked him anyway, but felt really bad about it. Um, what the fuck? I told her she was disgusting and totally fucked off for not telling the poor dude she banged about her crotch rot, which pissed her off royally. Chicks like that should be drawn and quartered.
I am in an odd place right now, always nervous and fidgety. I took a shit load of people off my friends list, not that they will care, I just want to scale my shit down to the folks I actually give a fuck about talking to, I hope you know who you are. I am getting sick of putting thought and effort into blogs that hardly anyone reads, and am thinking I should focus on things in my REAL life. No bitchiness intended, hope none is taken.
I just need to sleep, to relax, to wake up one day with my heart not pounding in my throat, that worries me. I am basically a walking heart attack, and I just gotta take care of me for once.
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damn that is crazy, I hope he used something to protect himself. If she felt bad about it maybe she will not do it again. what did she say when you told her that?
I'm glad you let me stay, I hope you keep me forever. For me it helps to come on SG and write how I'm feeling, I don't like talking about stuff in my life to people, it makes me feel ill and it seems like the very, very few people I have ever talked to about stuff in my life end up stop being my friend.
i hope you feel better, and i hope things start going really good.