im sick of being alone;
of they people that i care(d) for not giving a fuck about me,
i used to live with two going out mates, on hand whenever. now i live alone and go out maybe once every three weeks (if im lucky).
im sick of all my loves living in milwaukee.
i saw a movie mast night that made me really uneasy. it was a french movie called "in my skin".
it was more gory and MUCH more disturbing than any-most horror movies ive seen. and the worst part about it was i dont feel like we got any real reason as to WHY she was obsessing the way she was.
ew.
i had a dream last night about the wedding (no not mine) that im in next week. it was crazy. it makes me want to go into wedding planner mode and make sure EVERYthing is taken care of.
and now im back. wooo.
tonight i sleep alone again. sad.
oh well, in other exciting news im skipping class for the first time this semester, because i had to pull off the road twice to sleep on my drive back. im so tired
and i only got back just an hour before my class. deal with it.
i feel like i should have some great journal since i just got back, but i dont think i do. i guess i could tell you all about my summer, but, mostly it was just working. of course my work is unlike yours.
dude, what the fuck, there are people who havent said goodbye yet. and im out of here tomorrow. much love y'all. lets get together before i leave minnapolis.
ill email someone with some definate details.
shit boxes are the best!
i love the fact that, some people pay a bill every month for the same price as I paid for my car once!
that means in five years, they could have 60.
grand dam it's!
apparently for amatur night you have to get there between 9-10. hard to do when youve got class till 10. pfft
lame.
i guess that just means i have one more week to practice!
it does make perfect
HA!
i think dirteaters operate on a different level.... like this guy sells mulch maybe he knows jeff foxworthy..... god i need a new keyboard, one where i can add question marks