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Nothing is good right now. frown

Will have been clean 8 years on July 4th this year....but all I can think about is copping a couple grams and putting it up my nose. I know once I put straw to mirror, everything will get better, worries will be gone, and fun will start.surrealsurrealsurreal

I'm really trying to hold on.robot

Going home now to get drunk.blackeyedpukeskullskullskull
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tnicole29:
I'm here for you too. Hold on babes. Even in the worst of times things we need to think of the positive things.
lovelygamer:
HEY! You can't do that because your better than that. Really, you are. Respect yourself and stay clean. We know you can do it. We care about you. <3
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I'm totally at McDonalds, just for the WiFi, so I can be on here.biggrin
xmisskrisx:
Aww thanks for the comment on my blog, you're such a sweetie!kiss
I wish I was as confident as you that I was going to find everything I'm looking for.

I've missed talking to you, that sucks about your internet.
How are things going with you?

XoXo
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My weekend was good. I bought a 26' HDTV for my daughters room, she's 7 and told me it was the best gift ever. I also went to the beauty salon store and got some kickass hair clippers.

Hope all is well with everyone.
cavort:
Glad to hear your weekend was good biggrin
bza:
i would also like a tv please. thanks. hahaha

your comment was AMAAAZINGLY SWEET. i appreciated it. thank you so much. blushblushblush
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I work to much. I want some steak and a cold beer. That is all.
missmalice_:
you know... I would kill for a cold beer right now, but I might pass out before getting it. I'd take more than 4 hours a sleep a day over anything
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Nothing's going right for me lately. I sometimes wonder why I even bother. It's taking all my will power not to start using again. I hope with the holidays bring good stuff and not to much stress.
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ladymayhem:
Well send me a message if things are getting tough, I definitely know what it's like. So seriously, if you need to vent or anything..
harlowann:
thanks so much for the comment sweetie. More importantly, I hope that you're doing alright. If you need someone to talk to just shoot me a message and we can go from there. <3
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Why is it such a big deal if gay couples get married? I say to each their own. I wish there were no labels at all...gay, straight, or bi....who cares???? If it feels good do it!
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sobelle:
Agreed!
sickgirl78:
thanks for my birthday wishes! <3
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I'm so far away from everything. I'm not sleeping much. It's time for beer.
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Went to the Detriot Zoo today, had a great time, but it was kinda hot. I was glad to come home to the AC and a cold beer. We were there from open to close, but still didn't see everything...so we might go back next weekend.
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missmalice_:
Did you see any animals "doing it" wink Whenever I would go to the zoo that's pretty all we would see, or they would be sleeping lazy bastards!
eroticgeek:
Glad you had a great time. biggrin
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I had a dream last night that I went down on a bunch of the girls on my friends list. It was the best dream ive had in a while.
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missmalice_:
In this case you should name names.
sherman_chaos:
I could never drop names on something like this, I'd be so embarrassed.