So when does the fun start??????
I'm 30 years old. ( I act like I'm 16)
I have a good job. (50,000 a year)
I have my girlfriend (together 8 years in June)
I have my daughter. (will be 7 in December)
I have a big house with a big yard. (in one of the best cities in the area)
I seem to have my life going right, but I still feel so lost all the time. I hope my mental state gets better cause I'm having a lot of bad thoughts, and I keep feeling like doing drugs again. (clean 9 years)
Hopefully with summer coming it will get better.
I'm 30 years old. ( I act like I'm 16)
I have a good job. (50,000 a year)
I have my girlfriend (together 8 years in June)
I have my daughter. (will be 7 in December)
I have a big house with a big yard. (in one of the best cities in the area)
I seem to have my life going right, but I still feel so lost all the time. I hope my mental state gets better cause I'm having a lot of bad thoughts, and I keep feeling like doing drugs again. (clean 9 years)
Hopefully with summer coming it will get better.
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I meditate to get my mental state closer to being better, it helps. Just take some time to just relax. And make your own damn fun stop waiting for it to happen!