I don't know what the hell is going on, but my self esteem is down a hole lately. I keep trying to do things to feel better but no luck. UGH!
I want to have fun.
I want real friends, beer, boobs, nudity, and laughs.
I just feel like my life is all work and bills. Am I too old for to be acting like this? Are the things I want childish? Should I settle for the fact that this is the way life is?
It's times like this that make me want to start using again.
I want to have fun.
I want real friends, beer, boobs, nudity, and laughs.
I just feel like my life is all work and bills. Am I too old for to be acting like this? Are the things I want childish? Should I settle for the fact that this is the way life is?
It's times like this that make me want to start using again.
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i know all work and no play is definitely not an ideal life but its a good way to stay away from drama and not waste money on shit you dont need/want to do and its safe and theres really nothing wrong with that. over idealizing is a dangerous way of thinking.
/preachy rav
i hope you snap out of it and feel better soon, i hate to hear that youre down in the dumps.
*hugs*
And never settle.