Okay, so I went a little off the deep end the other day with the last entry. I have been very introspective since my honey left. I'm trying to figure out what is right for me to do. I guess that it spills out sometimes.
I am currently feeling quite ambivalent about the whole situation. I wish there were some clear answers. I just want above all else to love and be loved, so that makes me think this is an important move for me. In essence persuing the love I crave. But unfortunately my man is not the most affectionate person in the world, and we are incompatible in some ways, so then I think that it would be a mistake to move to Washington. Then I think about my other goal in life- adventure, excitement, travel and change. So then it doesn't matter what happens with the relationship, I should go just for the adventure.
Anyway, forgive me, that's just my Gemini talking.
I would welcome some advice, should anyone have any to give. Personally, I feel like a schizo right now.
I am currently feeling quite ambivalent about the whole situation. I wish there were some clear answers. I just want above all else to love and be loved, so that makes me think this is an important move for me. In essence persuing the love I crave. But unfortunately my man is not the most affectionate person in the world, and we are incompatible in some ways, so then I think that it would be a mistake to move to Washington. Then I think about my other goal in life- adventure, excitement, travel and change. So then it doesn't matter what happens with the relationship, I should go just for the adventure.
Anyway, forgive me, that's just my Gemini talking.
I would welcome some advice, should anyone have any to give. Personally, I feel like a schizo right now.
I am thinking don't make the commitment to him unless you're sure in your relationship. Either way, do seek out adventure and excitement, because that's what makes you love life. But don't use him as means to achieve that adventure, unless you're sure you want to share your adventure with him.
maybe just try to visit him sometime soon, so you can gain your bearings on the situation?