shely

The more i look, the more i realize how much i hate the human race. I hate humans so much it's not even funny. People always tell me how bad it is to say that, how i should stop thinking this way and start openning my mind. I have. I have openned my mind and i've tried to see things differently. But i can't. humans...
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SO I BASICALLY JUST WOKE UP AND FELT THE URGE TO BLOG ALTHOUGH I DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE TO START.

First of all, i'm pretty pretty nervous to fly for the first time since i was 7 years old. In 11 days, my sweet girlfriend and i will be flying to Romania to see my family and spend a nice week away. Over the years...
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I've been having pretty mixed feelings lately. My girlfriend and i planned a trip to Romania (my mother's land) in september which i'm totally stoked about. the only problem is, i havent been on a plane since i was 8 years old, which was the time when i didnt know planes could crash, and barely even realized that we were actually IN the sky. So...
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So basically, Suicide Girls has made it super easy not to blog anymore. i now dont have to spend 30 minutes in front of my laptop dying to find an idea of what to write about my life when all i really care about is sharing pictures, which are to me, more important than words. all i have to do it upload pictures on instagram...
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hi everybody. i just felt like coming through here and check my oldblogs. that made me realize how far i've come and i'm pretty proud of it. i'm in love now. i always thought i knew what love was until i met her. we've been dating for almost 7 months now and i've known that she's the one ever since the first day, as cliché
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My life has never been so perfect. I'm at perfect place with the perfect lover and am constantly working on improving myself and my states of mind which is a pretty darn hard thing for me to do but hey, i'm getting there.
I've found the perfect person to help me, love me, pull me up and to share my life with.

We do the
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I used to blog here every day and i realize that i kind of miss it. i've been pretty busy lately and it's not near slowing down.

I'm still happy (i guess) with my lover. we all have our ups and downs but in the end, i love her to death
every day i spend with her, every trip we take make me see life...
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So, my life has been pretty fucking perfect lately.

I've finally realized that i've been missing on love, like , L O V E all this time because i hadnt found the RIGHT person. I couldnt trust anyone for the unique reason that i would always date untrustworthy people. People that i usually stay away from in my everyday life.

Until i met her. well,
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since soon will be the end of the year, i thought i'd say a little prayer to this past year.

I guess i've learned a lot about myself, a lot from my mistakes and i'm glad i grew through all of it. i grew through rough times, anxieties and love. i've mistaken love and friendship and now i'm at the exact perfect place i'm supposed...
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So i really dont how long i have until my account shuts down for the second time so i'll just write a quick goodbye (again) blog even though i really dont know what to blog about. so i'll just ask you to follow me (if you'd like) on instagram : maureendaisysmith

xx