My life is shit, everything is so fucked up. ive got no fucking future.
just eating freakin cornflakes while watching skins 3.
i'm going to bed soon, gotta wake up early tomorow, my mom is going away for two weeks, gotta tell her goodbye. Helene (ex girlfriend) is coming home on wednesday. dont really want to but it hope it wont end up like crap.
i still dont know if i'm quiting or not, i guess i'll just go anonymous for the moment. Still have to sort thing outta my head. wanna go to england. somebody to host me?
love<3
and i live by the beach too........