so my bf and i are taking a break.
it was mutual [for the most part].
we both need to figure out what we want in life. and seeing that he's been my only bf [7.5 years], he feels like i should know how it is to be independent for a while. and i totally get it. we love each other, we want what's best for each other.
i had a hard time dealing with it last night, and all day today.
i talked to him again today, to try and understand why we are doing this again, but i only left in tears...again.
i really want him to be happy, because i love him so fucking much. and if this is what we have to do for a while, then so be it.
now i have to focus on me. become a better person. do better things. it's a period of time to become a stronger, more beautiful person inside and out.
so that's what's happening with me.
it was mutual [for the most part].
we both need to figure out what we want in life. and seeing that he's been my only bf [7.5 years], he feels like i should know how it is to be independent for a while. and i totally get it. we love each other, we want what's best for each other.
i had a hard time dealing with it last night, and all day today.
i talked to him again today, to try and understand why we are doing this again, but i only left in tears...again.
i really want him to be happy, because i love him so fucking much. and if this is what we have to do for a while, then so be it.
now i have to focus on me. become a better person. do better things. it's a period of time to become a stronger, more beautiful person inside and out.
so that's what's happening with me.
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It's rough. I still have to live with him.
I hate being around him now.
It's too painful.
I'm here til at least the 17th though. :\