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Wow, where do I begin? Alright let me just start off by saying that I have much love and respect for all beings, full of life or lifeless. All matter in existence make up our world therefore deserve love. I love this radiator for keeping me warm at night just as I'd love the gentle, warm embrace of a special someone. We all have a dependence on each other, on everything around us as well. Belonging to this macrocosm and possessing a microcosm that is my body is humbling. I appreciate life and love to its fullest potential. Within our Selves are microscopic worlds physically impossible to magnify. Minuscule yet incredibly essential for our existence. We don't need to zoom in in order to know this. Within each microbial organism that multiply and have specific designs and tasks they must perform are more microcosms making us macrocosms as well as microcosms! Such a beautiful relationship we have with the unseen. Look at the sky, at space, at vast nothingness and yet oneness with the complete darkness of a black blanket that is a night sky. Illuminated by stars, suns, moons, planets, galaxies, universes, omniverses, and who knows what else? Feel completely tiny, microscopic, and minuscule as well as giants and goliaths. Breathe deep and accept meaning, accept ignorance and you're lives will go from baby steps to enormous leaps.

Love is the key to unlocking the soul's shackles. When u smile, laugh, cry tears of joy, burst with excitement, deeply care for another, and embrace a lover passionately and intimately you release your soul as a gift to the world you belong to. What you put out, you get back in greater magnitude. The more you love, the more love you get back. The more you hate, the more hatred returns.

Here is a song that I have fond memories of. It's a deep song, full of brilliance


Soooo, here's the deal peeps. I've felt like I've found the truest form of beauty imaginable...LOVE FOR ALL BEINGS!!! I cannot explain how it feels, but it's like entering a brightly colored garden in a dream, where butterflies dance in sunlight rays, song birds perch on branches of the greenest of trees, cobblestone pathways lead to the ripest of fruits, and cool/clear water flow through the smoothest of bends. Describing such an emotion is like that of describing what heaven is like. I credit much of how I feel to my ability to grow as a person. To accept my flaws and reflect on my past. To look into the not-so-distant future as opposed to the long road ahead. I've had my heart trampled on, torn to bits, and set on fire with the most flammable of gases. Brutally neglected time after time. Yet I am still alive, kicking and screaming in joy I thank all my exes and former enemies as future friends. If not for our pasts, we wouldn't be where we are today, so appreciate as opposed to hate those who have troubled us severely. Karma will take care of all our worries. The heavens above smile upon us, we have nothing to fear. All we have is now, this is our time to create history. Do we shape the future with love or anything but? I choose to spend my days in a positive mood, regardless of how miserable and devastating some events may unfold. It's out of my hands, I can't change a bad situation into a good one with negativity. Love is the absolute most powerful emotion and to harness it's power takes very little skill. We all have the power in us to love. Let go of this notion that we are strangers! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER! I may not know who you all are but I know you all deserve to be loved and appreciated. Even the assholes and demons have a dimly lit flame within them that is called love. I've set out to establish my role in history as being a selfless contribution to humanity. Selfishness through selflessness as I say. When I pass away, I want to know that my heart was always in the right place. That my mind was not corrupted and my love has spread unto other's so that this world may be a better place to live in for generations to come.


I'll end this blog with a few pics I snapped on my phone that make me feel warm inside.

With much love and respect,
~A~S~





Thank you Great Creator for presenting me with a canvas


Jovial sun playing hide-and-seek


And thus, the heavens dipped it's brush


Luminescent sun traversing through endless sea's of cloud


Wake up brilliant one