OH man! Lol, I'm such a fucker! Not updating, I'm soo evil. A bitch I tell you, a bitch. Tha's what I get for being a girl I guess. Hmm....yes so.
Uh, work still sucks, I hate the new guy Shariq, he gets on my nerves, and his eyebrows are too waxed. It's creepy.
Oh, but I guess I can't post some of the photos I wanted to, because my brother lost his digi cam. So when I get money I'll buy one, but I think I'm going to get a gym membership first. My ass is getting too big. Hehe
The boy and I hung out with my friends Amees and her boyfriend Matt. Mini golfed which was cool. Funny, so this kid matt, er.. this old man
Plays golf for reals, right? So he takes friggin' mini golf all serious, and is lining up is shot and blah blah blah. It almost borders on being annoying, like "Fuck man, it's just a game!" Hehe. Yesh, so hung out with dem people.
Also found out that a nameless so and so is back in this world, and that's great and all, at least their in one piece so to speak. But they happen to be attached to another nameless so and so who I loathe with the firey passion of the christ. that doesn't make sense, but passion...christ..movie...? No? Okay. So yeah, if "hanging" out eventually comes up, lol, that will be interesting to say the very least. Make sure my fist is securly anchored to my side, and my face siliconed into a smile. Better yet, just tie me up Hannibal style and I'll just bark at so and so. I'm crazy! I'll naw your face off! Hehe, actually so and so could probably kick my ass, but I've got enough aggression in me to put up a damn good fight, damn good. Damn bitch.
Lol, sorry for the cryptic post, it's actaully kind of funny to me now. The cryptic post, and my funny hatred of people, all people, not just the nameless one. That's a funny hatred, because I remember when I first started working at Robinson's May, I zoned out a couple times and thought of reactions if I ever ran into that person again, well, actually it was just running into anyone I didn't like. I ran through case senarios like, "what if they swing first?" "What if they come by and start saying shit, or give me an evil look." So then I'd decided if I'd just yell something back like "yeah, keep walking you little bitch, you might want to narrow your step though, your legs are spread a little wide." lol, I told that to a friend at work once, it was fffuuuuuny, she looked like she was about to slap me. Or "Why the hell are you looking at me? Does it look like I like you? Was I trying to get your attention?" I dunno, i guess there's a lot of people I don't like. but my hatred ranges from mild to severly dangerous. Dangerous being reserved for the people who fuck with me the most. It's like uh..two people, possibly three.
So yeah, lol even if it ever came down to it, I probably wouldn't punch anyone, I'd just act like a bitch. I get a fuckin' attitude, it's so fun. When I don't like someone I get enjoyment out of playing the bitch. Because I'm naturally aggressive, but I'm also just nice, so I'm never really a bitch. I'd shoot dirty looks and make insanely rude comments adn pass them off as jokes. Sort of a cowards way I guess, but it keeps people guessing. "Did she just say what I think she said..? Was she joking..?" And end it with a smile, or leave it open for interpretation. I did that throughout all of High School, it kept people from bothering me too much. I don't think they liked guessing, people feel dumb when their confused.
Wow, a cool post mostly dedicated to me aggression. WOOOO!
SO other than so and so and so and so and the life of the party being me. Saturday continued to suck right on into Sunday, to which I didn't get home until 7. I really don't know where stuff's going to. I think it's best to leave it alone and just move on until stuff settles and everyone's less stressed and more open to conversations. Because, even I, who like to talk about stuff, just don't want to talk. I just want to enjoy myself right now and not worry about anything and be happy. It's much easier.
On that note, I was thinking yesterday, how in some way i guess I can admire little kids. They don't see complication really, everythings a simple solution. They don't see complex feelings or situations. Like when adults fight and it's over something big or small a kid would say "why don't just say your sorry and not do it anymore." They don't even take anything else into consideration. Well, because they can't. But in all honestly, it really can be that simple. A relationship with anyone is work, but you can take things and break them down into simplicity, that's why I think most everything can be fixed. And if you want something badly enough it can last a life time. It's just, are you willing to put your ego aside, are you willing to give up the complications and see a simpler solution? Like, I know that's hard, because we're geered for complicated business. But, it can be achieved. I think that's another reason some of my cartoons and drawins are so childishly simple. Because it makes more sense that way. Why do you need a complex plot line, for a drawing that takes 5 minutes? Why not give it a 5 minute story, and make it simple, yet clear. I don't know. I'd have to post some of my stories. I'll do that sometime.
Anyway, so there's my deep thought. Don't read to much into it, you might fall in. So, I think I'm gonna go play some Grand Theft Auto III for teh next hour and then begin my day. Hoorah, I have choir tonight. Stupid Jake, fuck you, you commie bastard! I should kill him and take the solo.
Yes, so now no one hast to bitch at me, because I think this post more than made up for my absence. I'll clarify things if need be.
Uh, work still sucks, I hate the new guy Shariq, he gets on my nerves, and his eyebrows are too waxed. It's creepy.
Oh, but I guess I can't post some of the photos I wanted to, because my brother lost his digi cam. So when I get money I'll buy one, but I think I'm going to get a gym membership first. My ass is getting too big. Hehe
The boy and I hung out with my friends Amees and her boyfriend Matt. Mini golfed which was cool. Funny, so this kid matt, er.. this old man
Plays golf for reals, right? So he takes friggin' mini golf all serious, and is lining up is shot and blah blah blah. It almost borders on being annoying, like "Fuck man, it's just a game!" Hehe. Yesh, so hung out with dem people.
Also found out that a nameless so and so is back in this world, and that's great and all, at least their in one piece so to speak. But they happen to be attached to another nameless so and so who I loathe with the firey passion of the christ. that doesn't make sense, but passion...christ..movie...? No? Okay. So yeah, if "hanging" out eventually comes up, lol, that will be interesting to say the very least. Make sure my fist is securly anchored to my side, and my face siliconed into a smile. Better yet, just tie me up Hannibal style and I'll just bark at so and so. I'm crazy! I'll naw your face off! Hehe, actually so and so could probably kick my ass, but I've got enough aggression in me to put up a damn good fight, damn good. Damn bitch.
Lol, sorry for the cryptic post, it's actaully kind of funny to me now. The cryptic post, and my funny hatred of people, all people, not just the nameless one. That's a funny hatred, because I remember when I first started working at Robinson's May, I zoned out a couple times and thought of reactions if I ever ran into that person again, well, actually it was just running into anyone I didn't like. I ran through case senarios like, "what if they swing first?" "What if they come by and start saying shit, or give me an evil look." So then I'd decided if I'd just yell something back like "yeah, keep walking you little bitch, you might want to narrow your step though, your legs are spread a little wide." lol, I told that to a friend at work once, it was fffuuuuuny, she looked like she was about to slap me. Or "Why the hell are you looking at me? Does it look like I like you? Was I trying to get your attention?" I dunno, i guess there's a lot of people I don't like. but my hatred ranges from mild to severly dangerous. Dangerous being reserved for the people who fuck with me the most. It's like uh..two people, possibly three.
So yeah, lol even if it ever came down to it, I probably wouldn't punch anyone, I'd just act like a bitch. I get a fuckin' attitude, it's so fun. When I don't like someone I get enjoyment out of playing the bitch. Because I'm naturally aggressive, but I'm also just nice, so I'm never really a bitch. I'd shoot dirty looks and make insanely rude comments adn pass them off as jokes. Sort of a cowards way I guess, but it keeps people guessing. "Did she just say what I think she said..? Was she joking..?" And end it with a smile, or leave it open for interpretation. I did that throughout all of High School, it kept people from bothering me too much. I don't think they liked guessing, people feel dumb when their confused.
Wow, a cool post mostly dedicated to me aggression. WOOOO!
SO other than so and so and so and so and the life of the party being me. Saturday continued to suck right on into Sunday, to which I didn't get home until 7. I really don't know where stuff's going to. I think it's best to leave it alone and just move on until stuff settles and everyone's less stressed and more open to conversations. Because, even I, who like to talk about stuff, just don't want to talk. I just want to enjoy myself right now and not worry about anything and be happy. It's much easier.
On that note, I was thinking yesterday, how in some way i guess I can admire little kids. They don't see complication really, everythings a simple solution. They don't see complex feelings or situations. Like when adults fight and it's over something big or small a kid would say "why don't just say your sorry and not do it anymore." They don't even take anything else into consideration. Well, because they can't. But in all honestly, it really can be that simple. A relationship with anyone is work, but you can take things and break them down into simplicity, that's why I think most everything can be fixed. And if you want something badly enough it can last a life time. It's just, are you willing to put your ego aside, are you willing to give up the complications and see a simpler solution? Like, I know that's hard, because we're geered for complicated business. But, it can be achieved. I think that's another reason some of my cartoons and drawins are so childishly simple. Because it makes more sense that way. Why do you need a complex plot line, for a drawing that takes 5 minutes? Why not give it a 5 minute story, and make it simple, yet clear. I don't know. I'd have to post some of my stories. I'll do that sometime.
Anyway, so there's my deep thought. Don't read to much into it, you might fall in. So, I think I'm gonna go play some Grand Theft Auto III for teh next hour and then begin my day. Hoorah, I have choir tonight. Stupid Jake, fuck you, you commie bastard! I should kill him and take the solo.
Yes, so now no one hast to bitch at me, because I think this post more than made up for my absence. I'll clarify things if need be.
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