SO yeah, I'm feeling all weird right now. THis fuckin' panic attack is trying to sneak it's ass up on me.
I got in a big ol' fight with my mom yesterday, over something really stupid on her part. So IRS sent her a letter again since she owes like 300,000 dollars. Well, BOTH of my parents do , but my Dad is very obviously not going to do anything about that. You know, cancer can really fuck you up. But my mom doesn't get that. SO i tried to be nice to her and comfort her and be like "Well, thigns will be okay, they've been okay before. And the IRS said you could pay over the years, sicne you can't all at once. Maybe you can take them to court and settle on a form of payment." And she was a total bitch about it and started saying I was stupid and the IRS can do whatever they want. And I tried to explain to her that they can't really. But she just started talking crap on me more. And then my brother got into it telling me i was dumb and to shut the hell up. And then my mom was talking crap about me to him when i was sitting right there!!!!! FUCKING BITCH! Anyway, as you can see my relationship with my mom is less than favourable. So i freaked yesterday and started crying, because i'm so tired of her making me feel I'm expendable, that I'm worthless and a failure. Just about my entire life, which is pro'ly why i got my self esteem shit going on and blah blah blah. Anyway if i continue talking about it it's gonna get me upset again.
So today I went to the garage and up-rooted some of my paint brushes and found this notepad that's in the shape of a cow. I'll post a picture of that soon. And decided to start paiting those wood boxes I have. I've only started one and it's not finished, I'll probably do that tomorrow. IT's this creepy little baby with hugmugous teeth and an umbilical cord. I'll post a picture when it's done. And i have some more ideas for raunchy posters of male and female sex organs. I've been all artsy lately. But dammit i'm getting cool ideas!!! So yeah, I'll do all that tomorrow.
The boyfriend is still here which is nice. He's playing Grand Theft Auto III which is also my new favorite game. I'm twisted and fucked up and like to go around beating hookers with baseball bats and shooting the triads with my sniper rifle. I'm soooooo messed up.
Anyway. I want a cookie. Anyone? Anyone?
I got in a big ol' fight with my mom yesterday, over something really stupid on her part. So IRS sent her a letter again since she owes like 300,000 dollars. Well, BOTH of my parents do , but my Dad is very obviously not going to do anything about that. You know, cancer can really fuck you up. But my mom doesn't get that. SO i tried to be nice to her and comfort her and be like "Well, thigns will be okay, they've been okay before. And the IRS said you could pay over the years, sicne you can't all at once. Maybe you can take them to court and settle on a form of payment." And she was a total bitch about it and started saying I was stupid and the IRS can do whatever they want. And I tried to explain to her that they can't really. But she just started talking crap on me more. And then my brother got into it telling me i was dumb and to shut the hell up. And then my mom was talking crap about me to him when i was sitting right there!!!!! FUCKING BITCH! Anyway, as you can see my relationship with my mom is less than favourable. So i freaked yesterday and started crying, because i'm so tired of her making me feel I'm expendable, that I'm worthless and a failure. Just about my entire life, which is pro'ly why i got my self esteem shit going on and blah blah blah. Anyway if i continue talking about it it's gonna get me upset again.
So today I went to the garage and up-rooted some of my paint brushes and found this notepad that's in the shape of a cow. I'll post a picture of that soon. And decided to start paiting those wood boxes I have. I've only started one and it's not finished, I'll probably do that tomorrow. IT's this creepy little baby with hugmugous teeth and an umbilical cord. I'll post a picture when it's done. And i have some more ideas for raunchy posters of male and female sex organs. I've been all artsy lately. But dammit i'm getting cool ideas!!! So yeah, I'll do all that tomorrow.
The boyfriend is still here which is nice. He's playing Grand Theft Auto III which is also my new favorite game. I'm twisted and fucked up and like to go around beating hookers with baseball bats and shooting the triads with my sniper rifle. I'm soooooo messed up.
Anyway. I want a cookie. Anyone? Anyone?
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And you can call me cute if you want. Shh, i won't tell my boyfriend so he clobbers you
oh and you are so cut...eeeeeeeeeeeeeek [tries to dodge the boyfriends bullets]