she_walks_away

There is a big lump in my throat. It shall never leave I know it. I want to oxficiate the person that jumps over the moon and back into the sea. Into the deep sea where my own body lies deep below. Where melon cats drive wild horses to their death. Who could help me find my lucid thoughts within your dreams. I shall not be the one too be blamed for all your mistakes. I pardon no one but my love. Take your blame and let it be cherished by the person who sits next to you on the bus ride home. There is nothing more depressing then a dead bird next to your window sill. Can one rejoice next to the messiah? Who is your messiah? Me? you? Him?
Leave it. don't touch it.
No one wants you here. It's all a complete mess made up of caterpillars and butterfiles. Butterflies lost from their cocoons.

shit does Karla need sleep or what? Yeah I think so. Maybe it's the lack of healthy eating today. I swear unhealthy food makes you do crazy stupid things. Today I couldn't defend myself against some old nag. I wanted to punch her in the teeth for getting made at me BECAUSE NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD TO TELL HER ABOUT THE LACK OF BEER! Assholes. What do they expect? I guess I should have read the intructions and stalked the fridge. What ever shit happens. Shit happens all the time doesn't it? It seems like it. Life is full of up and downs. It's like a rollercoster ride. I in my own opinion like roller coster rides. So I enjoy going up and down. It makes me stronger. STRONGER THEN THE REST OF THOSE ASSHOLES IN THE WORLD! self-rightiouse. It's the only way to be.

Not really. I lie all the time.