Todays my birthday. Really I don't give a fuck but I get this sense of dead everytime. it's not like I'm alone, I have a date for dinner tonight, go drinking with some of my homies, etc. but I can't help but feel 1) There's work to do and I'd rather be in my studio working 2) I hate getting attention 3) I feel stupid.
SO now I have to just go through the motions and get on with things, but I didn't want any of this.
I an arrogant bastard aren't I ?.
I shouldbe happy and in a sense I am, just don't feel like having this stupid persnal holiday....that's all I guess.
Damn it
clara:
Today was my nephew's birthday, too. He had a huge party with a billion presents. I guess that sort of thing is more fun when you're two. Hope you had a fun celebration, too.
