shaylee

If we had a choices would we let are harts be broken by the one we love? Maybe we would just to know that what we had was real or maybe we would live on just pretending every thing was the way we wanted it to bee. Or maybe just maybe take the chance to love for real because maybe the only way we can really love is with the knowledge of knowing the ones we love could just at any second crush us. And just like that I made a choose I choose to get my hart broken just to know that I have loved and I know it hurts like hell and I know that I will never see him like I just to with out dieing inside every time he looks at me. And I still choose to have my hart broken for what ells can I do.

I cant have you and you don't want me so you broke my hart and all I can do is watch. So I do I watch you walk out on me I watch you go back to her and I know that I should hate you and I do but most of all I hate my self fore this and all that this has broth.

Knowing that it is not my fault dos not help because I wonder was I a bad girlfriend did I drive you so far as to go to her or did you just don't care any more. But most of all I hate that I still love you behind the hate and the discuss behind the tears and the screams behind cost doors I love you.