shaylee

all I whant is for sombody to say that every thing is going to be ok...

Is that to mutch to ask for?

maby I don't know becaus nobody will tell me.

just talk to me I beg of you just see me and my life is okey
but you don't say any thing
You silens is killing me...my exisens is fading byveny momnet you don't notis me
for if I just get confirmation that I'm here then I can live of that for ther rest of my days.
never hav I fellt so lonelly as when I'm sitting next to you and you don't notis
never have my hart been so broken as whan I stand next to the one I love and they have no ide that I exist.
sombody told me "it only hurts when I breath...but I'm okey"
I whant to feel that. I know that you can give me that but you would never consider that you could do any thing for me.
And if I tould you I could never trust whay you show me.
so I sitt here hoping you will see me for a bref momnet
And I start hating my self becaus I'm so dependent on you...