I'm in love with the chase.
Im constantly searching for the best feeling possible.
Chasing the best high; the longest high.
Some would call this hedonism. Some call it greed. I call it life.
Theres a bit of a hedonist in us all, and we're lying to ourselves if we say there isn't.
Who doesn't want to feel the most gratifying pleasure, as often as they can?
I know that I do.
This makes me selfish, and I'm finally okay with that.
I will never apologize for wanting only the best for myself, and you shouldn't either.
Selfishness is so often looked down on, and considered a negative trait, but there is a level of healthy selfishness that I think all of us need to embrace a little bit more. We would all be better off for it. So long as your selfishness doesn't harm anyone else in the process, what's the issue?
It has taken my years to get comfortable putting my needs first, and it has been so incredibly rewarding.
My mum raised me to never chase boys.
Instead, I chase happiness.
Whatever that may look like, or whatever that may be.
Shay. xx