I've been struggling a lot lately with my religious beliefs.
Some of my friends who read this may be waiting for a punch line, but I'm serious.
I've spent years considering myself "spiritual" without really looking defining my beliefs. I don't know what the hell happened, but I can't do it any longer. I've literally been losing sleep about it.
It's become apparent that, for my own sanity, I need to know what I really believe.
It's just sad that, at 33 years of age, I'm nervous. I'm nervous about what I may find as I continue to look inside myself for the answers and I'm nervous about how my friends will see me once I've come to my decision.
Having said that.
Life is still great. I love my lady, I love my family, and I still love my damn job.
Some of my friends who read this may be waiting for a punch line, but I'm serious.
I've spent years considering myself "spiritual" without really looking defining my beliefs. I don't know what the hell happened, but I can't do it any longer. I've literally been losing sleep about it.
It's become apparent that, for my own sanity, I need to know what I really believe.
It's just sad that, at 33 years of age, I'm nervous. I'm nervous about what I may find as I continue to look inside myself for the answers and I'm nervous about how my friends will see me once I've come to my decision.
Having said that.
Life is still great. I love my lady, I love my family, and I still love my damn job.
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It doesn't matter what or who you believe in. If you believe in something, whether it be with God or the Universe, the relationship should be between you and the energy that you truly believe in.
When you find it, you will know and then you will find your Spiritual Self..
There is nothing to be nervous about. If your friends are truly friends then it shouldn't matter to them and it sounds to me that your best friends are at home with you.
Follow your heart!