yesterday wasnt the greatest of days.
a mixture of aimee mann's new live dvd and listening to the dresden dolls in the car have helped to keep me at a state of calm sadness.
its just that yesterday when i thought i was upset, more things would occur to make it worse. i was emailing heatherann until i got too upset to think anylonger. three more pretty big things happened. her consoling was no longer effective at that point, and then i had 3 more things happen. bunch of fuckin shit.... and i paid for them today. i think i did a good job of hiding them while i was with clients, but when i wasnt i was out of it and just totally lost. coworkers questioned but they know i dont often discuss such things.
life is just this way sometimes. makes me hate it sometimes. sometimes seems to be more often than sometimes. kinda sucky.
i think i'm gonna have some seagram's 7 tonight. heh, i brought that to the party on sunday...it just went with my outfit. i looked like an old russian who'd be drinkin a good whiskey. 'puts hair on your chest!' -as my father would say.
i suppose its kinda sad to get drunk alone...i am kinda sad right now, i think i'm allowed.
btw - apparently no one wants to photograph me naked for sb.
btw(again) - i don't want to be keri's baby's daddy.
a mixture of aimee mann's new live dvd and listening to the dresden dolls in the car have helped to keep me at a state of calm sadness.
its just that yesterday when i thought i was upset, more things would occur to make it worse. i was emailing heatherann until i got too upset to think anylonger. three more pretty big things happened. her consoling was no longer effective at that point, and then i had 3 more things happen. bunch of fuckin shit.... and i paid for them today. i think i did a good job of hiding them while i was with clients, but when i wasnt i was out of it and just totally lost. coworkers questioned but they know i dont often discuss such things.
life is just this way sometimes. makes me hate it sometimes. sometimes seems to be more often than sometimes. kinda sucky.
i think i'm gonna have some seagram's 7 tonight. heh, i brought that to the party on sunday...it just went with my outfit. i looked like an old russian who'd be drinkin a good whiskey. 'puts hair on your chest!' -as my father would say.
i suppose its kinda sad to get drunk alone...i am kinda sad right now, i think i'm allowed.
btw - apparently no one wants to photograph me naked for sb.
btw(again) - i don't want to be keri's baby's daddy.
i'd take pics of you for sgb but im no good....maybe next time we all get together you could slide the idea past ayem....
ps...cheer up charlie!
her journal hinted that she is being overworked currently.
i'll cheer up after i have a chat with captain seagram about his 7 warships.... gotta keep the peace.
[Edited on Nov 02, 2004 10:19PM]