shansaysgo

[late posting, from the night of the superbowl]

I feel like everything is very boring right now. i dont know, im tired of this winter BS. why did i choose to go to school in PA? outside my house is a huge sheet of ice about 4 inches thick, and it runs down the entire block. i slip everytime. yet i still choose to walk over it, why? i dont know. probably the same reason why i went to school in PA.
i went to go get pizza before, .5 plain .5 broccoli. i love broccoli pizza. "Superbowling it up?" the girl behind the counter asked. "Um, what? Oh, no. I don't watch football but the people i live with do." i really hate football, it's just so boring. when i was leaving i dropped the bottle of soda and everyone was staring at me. "that sucks" i said, and just left.
i have two rolls of film to shoot for photo, light and distance. i'm so bored of all the technical stuff, i've done these same assignments so many times, i just want to do what i want to do. more band shots, more portraits more candid shots. i'm basucally the one teaching the class anyway. i dont mind though. i think i put the other students at ease. our teacher makes everything seem so complicated and dangerous. it's really not.
megan and stefanie are downstairs watching the superbowl. i was too, for about 5 minutes while i ate my pizza. i just can't do it. it's too boring.
tomorrow i start my early field experience at Norteast Middle School, in a 6th grade classroom, oh gosh this is going to be tough. Middle school, 6th grade, i remember that. Now i have to go back. I'm not sure if i'm looking forward to it or not. am sure that i am not looking forward to waking up at 6.45 am twice a week from now on.

<3 shannon