SO i just had the worst day ever yesterday, got in a HUGE fight with my guy, threw stuff..... all bad. I was miserable all day and all night. I just sent him a txt msg and apologized though so we're good.
I think I'm going to dye my hair black. My friend/hairdresser is going to kill me though and I'm sure I'll get sunstroke when I'm in the sun, oh well.
I just placed a huge order for shirts for our site, I'll have it tomorrow, I'm excited. I ordered a bunch of shit just for me too (mwahahaa) and my designer said there should be something for me to see today/tonight.
My parents are getting high speed at their cottage, THANK GOD! I'm hoping I can spend a week up there all by myself and just work and do yoga/pilates or drink ceasars. I think some time alone will disable my freak outs which are getting worse and closer together. Sometimes I think I'm taking crazy pills.

I think I'm going to dye my hair black. My friend/hairdresser is going to kill me though and I'm sure I'll get sunstroke when I'm in the sun, oh well.
I just placed a huge order for shirts for our site, I'll have it tomorrow, I'm excited. I ordered a bunch of shit just for me too (mwahahaa) and my designer said there should be something for me to see today/tonight.
My parents are getting high speed at their cottage, THANK GOD! I'm hoping I can spend a week up there all by myself and just work and do yoga/pilates or drink ceasars. I think some time alone will disable my freak outs which are getting worse and closer together. Sometimes I think I'm taking crazy pills.

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faye:
Seriously Matt is the greatest guy in the world. I love him...even though I didn't want to I couldn't help myself. He's the sweetest kid ever. I have so much fun with him and it's so weird like even out "fights" it's not even right to call them that, they're more like discussions...they are so little compared to fights I've had with other people. From the first time I met him in person we just clicked. I miss him all the time. Every single day I totally just lay in my bed and wish to be cuddling into him. Awe, now I'm all teary and shit...haha
yumchen:
Ebay is the devil... and I love it.