shanksystem

im so antsy lately. i need to create art. i should probably take advantage of this feeling and finish my damn Requested By Ann: album. only 3 songs left to record and finish up a bit on the writting.

oh and also.... have a look at my cock--->

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annisa:

Happy New Year
xo

Jan 3, 2008

snarky:

haha have a look at your cock.

niceeeeeeeeee

Jan 7, 2008

ugh, im drunk right now, and i soooo need a girl. i just finished a full bottle of wine, mmmm...... anyways, im so in the mood right now to just snuggle up with a beautiful woman and fall asleep. but here i am, alone again. i mean for the most part im perfectly fine with having music and art as my only purpose in life,...
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strangekitty:

u r so freakin' cute! i could always use a new slave around... don't give me any ideas, heehee.

happy new year

Jan 1, 2008

lowroller:

I know what you mean....

Hang in there.

Jan 1, 2008

i just though of something i can blog about. so here it is. i was happy for 2 days in a row this week.

it was awsome, i was so proud of my brain and my emotions for trying out something new. hehe. but anyways im back to normal now. so i guess im off to sleep now again, or maybe i should do something...
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strangekitty:

you are a freakin' sweetheart!!!

thank you.

yeah, i think i'm going to apply again one of these days... i was already a hopeful once, before they switched the site over to the newer version... when they changed it, they made it so all the old hopefuls had to apply again and i never got around to it. if i do shoot another set, it's gonna be with the photog who did my profile pic (the pool table shot, my fav!). but i think that will be my last attempt.

i'm glad you had a couple happy days, anyway. i'm kinda in a mood today, too. ah well. things change. maybe the rest of the week won't suck so bad.

good luck with your songwriting.

Dec 19, 2007

_toki_:

Weird how it works sometimes. Being capable of feeling genuinely happy, even if for a day or two, gives a lot of hope that you don't have to feel like shit forever.

Dec 20, 2007

hhmmm.... i dont think anyone reads my blogs. but im fuckin bored so im gunna do some typein. well actually probably not much. nothing is new, still depressed for the most part, been recording lost of songs though so thats been nice. anyways, thats all, and now im bored again.......... ugh, i hate boredom.