Ok.. So you have been waiting patiently right. And I have been badly avoiding uploading my pictures.. But here they are....
At least that is where they startTEA PARTY
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SO I'm watching this show with celebs trying to lose weight. Whic is after a show with FLava Flav and Bridgett whatever.. I'm interested in seeing Mia's weight loss. I guess a bit of it is because i was at the grocery and there is a scale in the front, i weighed myself.. with clothing 195... Yuck. I feel a bit really fat... I told Michael and he was like Dayum.. Then he said he was surprise that I weighed that much, that I looked like it was less.. But I don't know... It sounded more like, wow, that's fat.
We were watching some porn this evening. Even though it was very tacky and evil... I became horny and started to rub on his shoulder... To a shrug off... Blah... I mean last night was awesome... It always is when we do get to that point. However, i want it now and a bit more often. Especially when I'm horny and not on the rag.
Wensly called me around 9:30. I told him I was running errands and sick all day. ANd that I was sleeping. I am a bit sick, but i'm trying to let go. Part of me gets all weepy. I guess because as much as Michael says he loves me, I dont think that he wants me for the long haul. Like marriage and kids. And though I don't want them now, i know that I will. And then what? I don't say too much aloud because I don't want to scare him. Which I know I will do.
Anyways. He turned off the lights. So I guess it's time for bed or watching people do it.. I get even more horny. Time for the buzzz....
At least that is where they startTEA PARTY
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SO I'm watching this show with celebs trying to lose weight. Whic is after a show with FLava Flav and Bridgett whatever.. I'm interested in seeing Mia's weight loss. I guess a bit of it is because i was at the grocery and there is a scale in the front, i weighed myself.. with clothing 195... Yuck. I feel a bit really fat... I told Michael and he was like Dayum.. Then he said he was surprise that I weighed that much, that I looked like it was less.. But I don't know... It sounded more like, wow, that's fat.
We were watching some porn this evening. Even though it was very tacky and evil... I became horny and started to rub on his shoulder... To a shrug off... Blah... I mean last night was awesome... It always is when we do get to that point. However, i want it now and a bit more often. Especially when I'm horny and not on the rag.
Wensly called me around 9:30. I told him I was running errands and sick all day. ANd that I was sleeping. I am a bit sick, but i'm trying to let go. Part of me gets all weepy. I guess because as much as Michael says he loves me, I dont think that he wants me for the long haul. Like marriage and kids. And though I don't want them now, i know that I will. And then what? I don't say too much aloud because I don't want to scare him. Which I know I will do.
Anyways. He turned off the lights. So I guess it's time for bed or watching people do it.. I get even more horny. Time for the buzzz....
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That really sucks