shaneka

for the second damn time..
I spoke to Wensly and it looks as if I won't be getting money for my stolen laptop. I blew up at him.. Hung up ... Then called back to apologize. I'm angry because I'm paying for a 1,500 laptop I don't have.. Pisses me off that it's two cpus in a year. ARUGH..
I started crying yesterday for about an hour. Bawling. It all came down when we started debating about him taking Zoe (his dog) for a couple of days. We kept her for a weekend over the christmas break while Terry was away. But we don't have permission now either... and I don't want to risk getting kicked out. But then I started to think that we aren't in our own relationship just yet.. See his still on the way to getting his divorce, which I knew.. and I still haven't officially broken up with wensly, though Michael knows this. And it's super wrong, which is probably why i'm having the bad karma with the laptop and all.. i'm certain.

AND I promise.. SOON I will put up the pics... I had to have XP installed and haven't zipped my files or choosen the lesser of 80 pics..