shaneka

I am so in Fort Lauderdale. But not without some sort of bull shit.

I'm going to back track into the what happened at home shit. But the most important thing. My gearbox in my car doesn't want to go into park. What kind of crap is that? The key doesn't want to come out of the car either. SUCKS! Not to mention it was leaking coolant heavily. I mean BAD. We put in like half of a bottle before going like 30 minutes it was OUT! But it didn't have problems with the gear box until we yesterday.

Ok. At home. Everyone, my family, was at my house. They kept asking about Wensly. What am I going to do with Wensly? My leaving and all. Which super sucked and made me want to cry. However, I did cry, because I talked to Wensly later on that night. And I started bawling like a stupid little girl. Not stupid but, just bawling. I know that careerwise I made the best decision in coming to Miami. It's just yet to be seen if I will be happy with someone, anyone yet.

I guess the crazy thing about it all. I moved 1100 miles to be here early with a guy that I've yet to say I love. To me, that's the most insane thing. Hell, we never even spent a night together until the trip started. Weirder. Now I'm sharing a room with him and basicly a life. Odd!! But I'm not sad about it, I just find my own behaviour INSANE! I think it's his accent that has me drawn and the fact that he is super adorable. FUCK I'm even more insane. But it's ok.

SO I will have a time today trying to figure out how to get my car fixed... Money and where! Whew!

PS... I'm sleeping on the floor, second night now and damn I need a bed!