shaneka

Ok. So this is it. I have one more night here. We(michael and i) have decided to leave on tomorrow so we can get in early before traffic. It's almost here.

I quit work yesterday. The lady I worked under gave me a hug. OMG! That was weird. No hard feelings though. It was ok. I'm going to miss Marty and Aundrea just a bit. Not enough to make me stay though.

Christina came over and we exchanged gifts. She got me this movie, Thirteen, which I've always wanted to buy but never did because of the girls with the tounge rings. I got her the soundtrack to the first Kill Bill.

Silence about my move is golden right now between Wensly and me. I'm not sure what to make of it. I started crying a couple of time, with him in the room and when he wasn't. This is far from easy. How do you leave someone knowing you may never see them again? Especially when they are so good and sincere and have made it to where you can actually trust another human being again? Ok. Let me stop being so melancholy and try to enjoy these last few moments.

I'm hoping that my brain will clear up. That things will get easier with my emotions. But I hardly think that is the case. I've begun to think about my new year's resolution, having trouble with that.

At least I get to see my mom, brother, gen and lyric tomorrow. I'm happy about that. Really happy. I miss them. Again I wish I could win the lottery and make it to where my friends and family can be around whenever I want them. Control, is that such a bad want. No just joking. But I don't know how to have everything at one time other than being rich. Hum...

GTG.