shandylouhoo

Here's an update.

I still exist! Rarely, but I do. It's kinda like a solar eclipse. They happen, but almost never and it's super exciting when it does happen, but then it's kinda blinding and you want it to go away again... Heh!

Anyhoodle, just been working. I've been very unexcited at work lately, but I guess everyone needs a boost of motivation sometimes. Maybe now I just need that little extra something.

My sister moved back in with us, her and her bf broke up. It was so sad to hear about it, to see her so upset and broken hearted. I know he felt very down as well and neither of them will be over it for a long long ass time, but it's still sad. It's like the end of an era.

I'm getting sleepy, but my mind is still very awake and moving. I hope I can chill out and sleep soon.

Me and the bf's anniversary was a couple weeks ago, we didn't really celebrate it, but it was in the middle of his heart problem crisis, so it's excused. He has an irregular heartbeat and sometimes it just goes nuts. This time, it felt like a heart attack for him, so he went to the hospital. They said it was the electrical charge through his heart. He's alright now, but it's still there, just not always apparent.

So my new haircut is kinda weird and I'm having a hard time getting used to it. I kinda feel like it's too "manly" for me. It's all short and shaggy, maybe one day I'll stop being lazy and put a pic of it on here.

Alright, That's all you people get for now.

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