i'm kinda stressed about school. this is the last month of the semester so all my papers and finals and my final portfolio are due. sometimes i get real sad when i think about it cause it just seems like too much to do. and i worry that i wont be able to take it. but i'm trucking along, a little at a time.

this weekend (well, next monday) is my birthday and i usually get depressed around my birthday. i dont know exactly why. maybe cause i feel like i'm finally getting really old and i havent accomplished so many of the things that i want to do. or maybe thats just overdramatic. but i am going to the gay club friday with friends and then going to another friend's 40th on saturday (we share the same birthday, so i'll be celebrating there too), and sunday im going hiking in dc. so that should all be fun and will hopefully take my mind off things.

my husband and this realllllly hot gay boy are having crushes on eachother right now. my life is totally boring so i am trying to live vicariously through them. but they are both shy and its going very slowwwly. so im impatient and bored and really wanting something interesting to happen in my life right now.