Well this year so far has been a bad one for my stomach issues/severe nausea. I have been hospitalized 7 times now since January, my most recent being released yesterday July 25th 2015 around 6ish from Milford Hospital. I have bouts where, I am getting sick so much that it has occurred for 24hrs or more along with this my pain level reaches a 10 and I have been in the fetal position with tears in my eyes because it hurts. and yeah, I'm not afraid to say that nor am I ashamed to say I wish it to go away at that time and usually never does that easily. So after the 3rd bout this week, starting up and staying for hours I was taken via ambulance from The Compound and admitted. before even making it to the hospital they had given me 15 mg morphine and it barely dropped the level for me to give you an idea of how bad they get.
For the interested, here is an ongoing note that I keep and add to every time I have issues - My Condition and why I choose to be a medical marijuana patient.
Also I have said, that one of the times while in the hospital a video would be shot of me while in the throes of the problem to show how I get, both drained physically and emotionally almost unable to talk so people can see it is not a simple thing nor am I just someone out for "drugs" as I choose nothing but marijuana for my normal every day medication instead of pharmaceuticals if I can at all help it. so click here to watch my public video available thru my Facebook account - Me in Milford Hospital.
Now I am one, to always try and look on the positive side of things, and feel whatever does not kill me makes me stronger and able to deal with it and more if ever happening again. And this is why, we have my newest profile photograph that was taken this morning of me. I feel, after this past week alone, since I was not killed by what ails me.
I won this battle and am ready for the next so bring it on!
