Hmmm ya it's 1:53 AM and i have been up for 1 hour and 53 mins this sucks 
i don't know what to do any more. I'm i just killing time ? For what though i need a career or go back to school of something. Maybe a second job that would be cool. But i need something to keep me busy all the time. I want to see something new. Boring winnipeg i swear if i get the chance i will move somewhere interesting like cali or something. For the sexy women with tattoo's in winnipeg there are slim to none. Well i quess i'm a out cast i hate ap it's bullshit and i not a big fan on prepy girls that are all thug girls. WTF i guess that's what we get for slave labour it's come and bit us right in the ass. Shit i never seen it coming. The world sucks these days i wish i could go back in time and live a different life. Or a airplane motor crashes though my roof and i don't have a friend named frank so that would be it 
So here i'am 2 in the moring and i have been up for 2 hours. Well if i sleep though new years then that would be great. I can't wait for something new or different in my life if i'm that lucky. Wow and then i get to go into work exciting. There is no work and i have to fill out this stupid ei form on-line. Whitch i was on the internet for like an hour and i still didn't know what the hell was going on. This sucks i'm fucked if the place i work at goes under. Then what i'm i going to do? It's been 2 years i still have a bitter taste in my mouth i was i could just forget. But i can't this sucks i miss her so much still. Wow i suck i wish it was like that movie with jim carey and you can just get rid of it. I'm in a bad spot in my life right now i hope things inprove soon. I'm an just wasteing my life. I though that i was going to do something with my life. My tattoo hurts and scabing like crazy well i'm super happy with that jermy blaze your the shit. Ya and he is opening a shop in transcona i can't wait i'm going to apply. That would be sweet hmmm maybe if i ask nice he would train me . Ya so i hope i go out tommorow and meet someone interesting that would be sweet. Proby going to shannon's irish pub on new years. Hope its a good time i don't know what else to say well i feel better i guess
I wounder how hard it is to get a green card in america i don't care i will be a bum and work on the beach and be happy
I'm about to see a million things that i though i never seen before and I'm abou to do all the things i have dreamed of and i don't even miss you at all goodbye to you goodbye to you your taking up my time
(i wish this was true)
i don't know what to do any more. I'm i just killing time ? For what though i need a career or go back to school of something. Maybe a second job that would be cool. But i need something to keep me busy all the time. I want to see something new. Boring winnipeg i swear if i get the chance i will move somewhere interesting like cali or something. For the sexy women with tattoo's in winnipeg there are slim to none. Well i quess i'm a out cast i hate ap it's bullshit and i not a big fan on prepy girls that are all thug girls. WTF i guess that's what we get for slave labour it's come and bit us right in the ass. Shit i never seen it coming. The world sucks these days i wish i could go back in time and live a different life. Or a airplane motor crashes though my roof and i don't have a friend named frank so that would be it So here i'am 2 in the moring and i have been up for 2 hours. Well if i sleep though new years then that would be great. I can't wait for something new or different in my life if i'm that lucky. Wow and then i get to go into work exciting. There is no work and i have to fill out this stupid ei form on-line. Whitch i was on the internet for like an hour and i still didn't know what the hell was going on. This sucks i'm fucked if the place i work at goes under. Then what i'm i going to do? It's been 2 years i still have a bitter taste in my mouth i was i could just forget. But i can't this sucks i miss her so much still. Wow i suck i wish it was like that movie with jim carey and you can just get rid of it. I'm in a bad spot in my life right now i hope things inprove soon. I'm an just wasteing my life. I though that i was going to do something with my life. My tattoo hurts and scabing like crazy well i'm super happy with that jermy blaze your the shit. Ya and he is opening a shop in transcona i can't wait i'm going to apply. That would be sweet hmmm maybe if i ask nice he would train me . Ya so i hope i go out tommorow and meet someone interesting that would be sweet. Proby going to shannon's irish pub on new years. Hope its a good time i don't know what else to say well i feel better i guess
I wounder how hard it is to get a green card in america i don't care i will be a bum and work on the beach and be happy
I'm about to see a million things that i though i never seen before and I'm abou to do all the things i have dreamed of and i don't even miss you at all goodbye to you goodbye to you your taking up my time
(i wish this was true)