shadowslightness

So today is the first time since last August that I've seen Linda, a girl I'm pathetically in love with. She just broke up with her boyfriend (a major douche hat), and so she and I got coffee and walked around, enjoying the sunshine. While it was very nice, I also suffer from crippling shyness when around someone I'm attracted to. Needless to say, it didn't go badly, but it didn't go anything like I'd hoped.

So after months of pining, hoping for this moment to finally arrive, I can say with full certainty that I totally blew it.

Fuck.