I don't want to speak in metaphors. I don't want to be vague, I don't want to rely on implications. Not right now.
Mistakes have been made, but I know, I KNOW I do not deserve to have them held against me. I know I deserve more than manipulative cries for attention from someone who once claimed to love me. I know, despite all the fucked up moments in life, the moments of coldness, in all my wrong doings, I KNOW I am still a caring person with a big heart. I know I'm not always right, and I know I'll have to admit when I'm wrong.
The constant suspicion of the validity of anything said is getting so old. And boring. I'm so goddamn tired of judgement.
Everyone deserves to be trusted. Forgiven. Including me.
Mistakes have been made, but I know, I KNOW I do not deserve to have them held against me. I know I deserve more than manipulative cries for attention from someone who once claimed to love me. I know, despite all the fucked up moments in life, the moments of coldness, in all my wrong doings, I KNOW I am still a caring person with a big heart. I know I'm not always right, and I know I'll have to admit when I'm wrong.
The constant suspicion of the validity of anything said is getting so old. And boring. I'm so goddamn tired of judgement.
Everyone deserves to be trusted. Forgiven. Including me.
I do.
I really miss you.
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