just thought id say my life sux im usless and i want to die.... i try to od but it didnt work right i hate my life and my mind... im broke and hungry adn i think ill jusat leave,,, but i cant do that to my kids.... even death would be unfiar i love them and my shadow so i cant die... but why cant i be happy or maybe numb .........any one wanna donate to the shadowslady food drive drop me a line .....yeah that is how pitfully broke i am....kill me please
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