shadowsaffinity

What exactly is it that's depressing you? If you can find the source, it's easier to fix the problem. If you're not sure what it is, it may be just the air that surrounds you. Take a trip or just try to get away for a little bit and have some fun. When are you leaving for the military? In the spring? That may give you just the change of pace you need, if that's the problem.

Whatever you choose to do, I hope you get through it, man. Don't try to live with it. There's no point in that at all.